we were finally done with testing and i finally got my hairband back but then when i was going to put it in my hair, i could hear ebony saw david doesnt she look prettier with her hair out. he turned to me and grabbed my wrist as his brown eyes were burning into my soul as his grip got tigther like he never wanted to let go of me and said dont put your hair back in a bun, you look much prettier with your hair out he said as he let go of my arm. umm ok i said as i put my hand down and he smiled at me.i couldnt go to sleep because when i fell asleep he was the only think i saw. i called up my friend bay and to my surprise she answered and the first think was that i cant take lying to myself anymore. umm ok she said about what? i tired reall hard not to fall for him but in the end i did i say while i felt tears come out of my eyes. are you crying she asked me. yes i said as i felt my voice break. i wiped my tears and said yes i am and it wont stop i told her. i finally stop for a sec and said i really like david i said to her as i heared her yell i knew it. she then calm down and said then why are you crying. because i dont want to cause i have this feeling that he is only playing with me but then what if he is not and he acutally likes me but say if we go out and if we break up i dont wanna loose his friendship. the tears would not stop and i started to cry even harder. to my surprise she knocked on my door and said open it up. i opened it up and she ran in to hug me. i dont wanna like him at all i told her as she hugged my tight but i cant stop. i locked the door and i usually dont tell people anything you know that but if i didnt tell anyone then i think i mit have explored with out getting advice from someone. i know, you like to hide what you feel inside and you shouldnt she told me. i laughed at little and say but the bad part is that everytime i close my eyes and i see is his laughing and smiling and adorable dimples and i dont wanna see that at all. i covered my lips with my hand as they came down harder and the worst part is that i dont think that i could even stop this feeling at all. she then looked at my wall and said why is there a hole in your wall? becasue i put it there before i called you. i got really angry so i punched the wall really hard that it made a hole. she started to laugh and says you and david both handle your angry the same way. i smiled when i heared his name and yeah i guess we do. hey so how was testing she asked me. good i said but david was with me in the testing room and people kept asking if we went out even the teacher was like stop flirting with your boyfriend and i was really mad but know it would be a dream to call him that i said. i wiped the tears from my face and said with a smile he thinks i look prettier with my hair down as he put it. AWWW you guys just need to go out. before i would have disagreed but i think i was scared to fell that way towards him but i wont admit to anyone beside bay. the tears finally stop as i hugged bay goodbye and i walked into my room and fell asleep and my dream was going to hopefully have him in it
