it is monday and i still am going crazy over that question. i hate mondays already but for some reason it feels like i hate this monday even more. i woke up to tears on my pillow again. i flip my pillow around , made my bed and went downstairs. my mom was making breakfest and my dad yelling at my brother casue he forgot to take out the dog and casue she poop in the house. my sister is sitting at the table yelling at my little sister for dropping her phone on the dogs poop. i said good moring. my dad stop yelling at my brother and says good morining racheal. when you smile the room just seems to get brighter. when i was a pre-me which mean i was born early. so i almost did not make it. my dad always gets happy when he see me which gets annoying but i can never tell him that. my sister ashley was micking him which just made me laugh. i sat down and my dog comes up and starts begging for food. my little sister ask if she can give my dog java some bacon. my mom said no you can not give her bacon, go put on your shoes. my dad called over java my dog and gave her some bacon. my mom started yelling at my dad cause he never listen to what she said sometims. he smiled and said i am sorry but i want to feed the dog bacon.
"ughhh your such a child sometimes my mom" said to my dad. i started thinking about if the question is true or if he is just kidding with me and if it is true then why does he like me all these question started popping up in my head.
"Rachel" we have been calling your name for the past 20 seconds".
" oh sorry mom i was thinking about something".
" what were you thinking about" my little sister ask as her eyes met mine and my mets met the ground as i took a deep breathe and met her gaze.
" i was thinking if mr.lee was going to be here or not because i did not finish his project yet".
" oh" my sister said and she went to watch disney junior becasue she has not school today.
my phone buzzed and it was jna she was texting me about her and ricky problems. her boyfriend is realy cute and tall and she is really shot just like me.
We are both crazy in are own ways. My mom dropped me to school because i missed the bus. I walked to my locker and i see daid down the hallway talking to his friends. i passed them and i could feel eyes on me. it kind of creeps me out. i could hear david friend ask him what he was staring at. he said nothing man i was just thinking. oh ok david friend said and they walk to class.
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