"I Thought You Loved Me?"

° .My Secret. °

You grab Jazmyn's hand and head back to y'all old run down apartment. Before y'all went upstairs to the apartment you decided to take Jazmyn to the local community center so y'all could take showers there. The community center was open until 10:00pm and it was only 8:45pm so you had time. Y'all walked in, paid for a permanent towel and showering area and went and took a shower. Of course you both showered together cause you didn't want her standing out there alone where someone could snatch her up. After showering y'all went upstairs, sat in the bedroom, ate some hot pockets and watched tv until y'all both fell asleep. You knew that sooner or later the power was gonna get cut completely off and that someone was bound to find y'all and you guys would leave. But for now this is where y'all will be staying and when the day comes for you and Jazmyn to up and leave y'all will...but until that day..you're staying here..

~A Week Later~

It was late Saturday night and you were at "Bounce Dat A**" getting ready to go perform. You worked from 10:00pm to 12:00am on Monday to Thursday and every other Saturday. Yeah obviously Jazmyn wasn't allowed in the strip club so you made her stay home..by herself. It killed you inside knowing that she was in that apartment alone but you didn't know what else to do. Jazmyn knew the rules and knew what to do if she was every found, and you told her you'll come through the window so the door must stay locked. You was sitting in front of the mirror applying some lipstick and texting Prodigy at the same time. You were kinda upset because Prodigy kept making plans to hang with you but you were always cancelling, being busy with Jazmyn and the strip club made it impossible for y'all to hang. But Prodigy was an understanding young man and when you would cancel he would always say "Better luck next time huh?" which made you smile.

You: What are you doing tonight?

Prodigy: Nothing much just gonna chill with the boys...They going out to a strip club.

You: A strip club?

Prodigy: Yea..but don't worry i won't be doing anything.

You: (: And why is that?

Prodigy: Well for one i don't want no stripper shaking there ass on me..its bad for my reputation. Plus Im trying to get with this real pretty girl.

You: Really? Does she know how you feel?

Prodigy: I really don't know..you think i should ask her?

You: Well i mean only if you want to but i don't want you to get your feelings hurt.

Prodigy: Oh... :( So you don't think she likes me..?

You: Well do you guys even talk?

Prodigy: Yeah everyday.

You: Does she know anything about you, your family, or past? Do you know about her and her background?

Prodigy: ... Well no...

You: Than i don't think you should ask her if she likes you...

Prodigy: :/ Yeah you're right... I guess that was a pretty dumb question.

You: No its okay. Just get to know her and ask more questions than it will be fine to ask her out on a date.

Prodigy: Ight thanks YN i really appreciate that. :)

You: ^.^ Welcome.

~"Welcome." i texted Prodigy and within seconds my phone vibrated, meaning he had already texted me back. I reached for my phone and was quickly cut off by Kandii as she slammed her hand on my phone blocking me from picking it up. I looked up at her and she smiled down at me, my eyes moved from her face down to her body examining her outfit. She wore a dark blue bra and black lace underwear with dark blue lining. Her makeup matched her outfit and to top it all off she had a dark blue bandana tied in her hair. "You like my outfit?" She said snapping me outta my gaze, i smiled and nodded my head. "Thanks i like yours too" she said to me as she looked at my outfit. I wore a pink and purple bleached bra that i made myself along with my lace underwear with pink and purple lining. My hair was in curls that bounce on top of my shoulders. My 4inch heels sparkled as the lights from the room hit them, I stood up and looked in the mirror. I felt Kandii staring at me which started to get irritating so i finally spoke up..

You: Yes Kandii?

Kandii: Who was you texting?

You: A friend.

Kandii: A boy friend?

You: *laughs* I don't have a boyfriend..

Kandii: Mmhm..but were you texting A boy?

You: Yeah... Why?

Kandii: So you like him?

You: No. What makes you say that?

Kandii: Because i can tell by your face, you're smiling like crazy and you're not very good at hiding your blush.

You: *smiles* Really its that noticeable?

Kandii: Yes and don't worry i think its cute. But don't get caught up in these boys Minnie. Once they find out that you're a stripper all they gonna do is break up with you or ask you to dance for them all the time..its gets tiring after a while and just like that *snaps fingers* They're gone.

You: o.o Im not gonna fall in love with the boy Kandii..!

Kandii: Don't worry you're going to and its gonna be the best decision to ever did well at least..you thought it would be. All Im saying is be careful ion want you getting your feelings hurt.

You: Oh okay thanks. *smiles* When are you gonna perform? I wanna watch.

Kandii: Oh honey you just missed my performance, i just came back a few minutes ago. :(

You: Damn! I wanted to watch you so i wouldn't mess up.

Kandii: Why?! Other times you don't watch me and you do great, so why is today anything special than yesterday?

You: Nothing its just that there's a bigger crowd than usual and Im a little nervous.

Kandii: That is true, but don't worry you're really good..!

You: Thanks! ^.^ But Kandii can i ask you a question?

Kandii: Sure what's up?

You: Have you ever..like...um lap danced on someone before? *looks at her*

Kandii: 0.0 Well since I've been here for a while now..um yea i have. Why?

You: ._. Oh no reason. It was just a question.

Kandii: Well since your a newbie the boss isn't gonna force you to give a lap dance. But if you want to i can as-

You: NO! *clears throat* Uh i mean no i was just wondering that's all..

Kandii: How bout we stop wondering and get your butt on stage. ^.^ *pulls you up*

You: What?! I don't go on until 11:30..

Kandii: Minnie its 11:27

You: Bu-but Im not ready..i -

Kandii: *pulls you* Hush girl! You're gonna do just fine..! Now go.!!

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