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20:Runaway

*Janet*

There has been good times and bad times between me and Drayden, everything wasn’t always a walk in the park between us and it has been that way ever since he got that hoe Shay pregnant. I totally felt heartache and pain when that girl came to my house and confronted him about her pregnancy it really hurt my heart because I was there most of his fucked up life.

Drayden wasn’t all that great like he is now, if it wasn’t for this drug game that he could fall back on, he could have been another nigga on the street that played me and Shay into giving him kids. The reason Dre became this tough guy is because his past. His mother was on drugs, cocaine to be exact and she always had a different boyfriend in her house shacking up with to the point where she used to pick the men she dated over her own son. He was only fourteen years old, the relationship with him and his father wasn’t that great so he was sleeping from homeless shelter to homeless shelter. Dropped out of middle school and started fending for his self. When I met Drayden, he was a drug dealer but I always looked passed that, I really saw a guy who was nice and caring and wanted to do so much with his life, but there was always something holding him back and that was his problem. Drayden was my first love, the guy who took my virginity and made me his woman, throwing away the enticing of other women who knew that he had the money to do anything. But that didn’t stop me, just because I knew he had money doesn’t mean that I had to stop my education. I ended up signing up for the armed forces, he was upset and I was more than upset but I had to do it for the better, I knew that if I did it good things were going to come our way. I did my seven weeks then started serving and ended up going from Savannah, Georgia to Miami, Florida just to see him, and after all those times we used to hang out on the weekends, I ended up getting pregnant with the twins and a few days after Shay was all up in my face saying she was pregnant and the relationship between me and Dre ended.

“Auntie Janet?” Cymphonique said walking over to me with a comb in her hand while her head screamed wild.

I don’t understand how in the hell Dre didn’t learn how to at least make this little girl have a ponytail at the most.

I picked her up and sat on her lap starting to part her hair into sections and starting greasing her hair up. It was very calm that I actually had a little girl sitting on my lap and tending to some mother and daughter things. Unlike Shay, I cared for this little girl more than anything, without a mother figure in her life I knew things were going to be bad for Cymphonique.

“Auntie Janet?” Cymphonique asked.

“Yes baby girl?” I answered.

“Does Mommy love me?” I stopped right in my tracks as I did her hair.

For a little girl Cymphonique was a curious, even at her age she knew what was going between her mother and her father.

I sighed and kissed her on her forehead.

“Your momma loves you with all her heart,” I said then looked up to see Dre pulling up in the driveway, “But you have a dad who loves you like the world baby girl.” I said and she giggled.

I just looked at Dre as he got out the car and walked over to both of us then gave Cymphonique a kiss on the forehead.

“Hi baby girl.” He smiled from ear to ear.

“Hi daddy.” She smiled and I looked at him.

“So you still mad at me?” he asked and I shrugged my shoulders.

“Nobody was really mad at you Dre.” I said and he sighed and sat next to me.

“Cymphi let me talk to your auntie, go inside,” he said and she just popped up and walked inside the house, but her hair was looking very nice though.

He held my hand and looked at me, “If there is one thing that I want you to know, it’s that I treated you wrong. I try my best to keep this lifestyle of staying faithful to one girl and having one girl to myself, but you know how hard that it, girls throwing around the pussy to me almost everyday for free, offering me things that was never offered, that was my lifestyle.” He explained and I squinted my eyes and looked at him.

“You had a girl who was there for you, cooked for you, and cleaned for you, was there for you when shit wasn’t even the best Dre, I was damn there. I understand this weed thing was a fast life but I know that you could have settled down with me. Even Devin could do it I gave you everything Dre, everything.” I said and he looked down at the ground, “
You need to stop running away Dre, especially from the ones you love, you want to know something Dre? I literally fucking took care of your baby momma child! I don’t have to do that shit at all, you know that? At fucking all! I’m doing so much for your ass and I don’t get-”

He literally pressed my lips against his and he massaged my fingers through my curled hair and massaged my temples causing me to moan out of control. If there was something that I missed, it was the way that he kissed me and right now I was loving that shit. He suddenly let go and looked at me.

He looked at me and wiped my lip, “I’m tired of running away.”

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