I went home early today, after I returned the DVD, I went straight home.
"I'm home!" I opened the door and then I heard foot steps running down the stairs. Haha Raf he looks so excited. He ran towards me "Racky! Let's go! Let's go!" Yep he's excited. "Okay okay, chill. Let me just put my things in my room." Then nanny showed up. "No, let me do that. Here I thought I'd prepare food," nanny handed me a picnic basket. "Won't you come with us?" Nanny just smiled. "I need to stay, everyone's busy today so I'm the only one left to prepare for your dad." Oh yeah. "Oh. Okay. See you later, nanny." I said. "Buh-bye!" Raf waved his hands to nanny.
"Miss Sophia. I'll drive you both to the park." Our driver offered. "Oh, I thought you're with dad?" I asked. "He said he'll just call."
"Oh..okay, come on Raf." We entered the car and Davis drove us to the park, it's just six blocks away. "Thank you, Davis." We went down and Raf ran to the tree we always stay under whenever we go here. I smiled and walked behind him. I set the cloth and prepared the food. I checked on Raf, he was catching a butterfly. *sigh* he looks so much like mom. "Raf! Hurry here or I'll eat your strawberries!" He ran back as fast as he can. Yeah he loves strawberries that much, just like mom. Maybe that's why dad can't move on. But he have to, he must. "Hahaha, look your nose's eating too." There's a chocolate on his nose, haha cute. I took my phone and took a picture, hahaha I got a tissue and wiped his messy face. "Look you got chocolate all over your face. Haha." Hahaha, he pouted and then he wiped chocolate on my cheek. "Oh, no. You want to play huh?" I smiled devilishly. And he ran "you're so slow Racky! *giggles*" I ran faster and caught him, "Who's slow? Huh? Who?" Then I tickled him, haha! "Hahaha! Y-you! Hahaha" haha "what?"
"Hahaha! M-meeeeeee!" I smirked "Oh I thought you said me." I stopped tickling him and carried him back to our spot. "Hey, Racky?"
"Hmm?" , "can you tell me about mom?" I know how hard it is to grow without mom. Mom died while giving birth to Raf so he didn't know mom. He always asks about mom and why she died but I can't tell him why so I just told him about how caring and loving mom was. "Hmm? Let's see... Did you know that mom is as addicted as you with strawberries?" Yeah mom can finish a kilo of strawberries within 20minutes. Without sharing hahaha. "Really? Haha I wish I can eat with mom." Then he frowned. "It's okay, come on let's eat the strawberries together." He smiled and we ate all of it. Raf was watching the sunset while I fix our picnic basket. A tear fell, "Mom, look his a big boy now. He resembles you so much. I miss you mom." Raf turned and smiled I wiped the tear fast and smiled back. I finished packing up. "Hey." Somebody said. I looked behind me. "Oh, it's you. Again. What do you want?" I showed him my complete pocker face. "Nothing, I just saw you standing here alone while I was biking so I decided to stop and say hi." Wow. Why does he always show up. "Well, you said hi already so I think you can go now." I walked away and I looked back I saw him biking away.
"Hey, you ready?" I asked Raf as soon as I reached his side. He looked at me and smiled. "Yes. Let's go home..*yawns*" I chuckled "ok, let's go home so you can sleep." We walked to the parking area cause I contacted Davis earlier, he's there already.
We arrived home and I know dad's home too. I carried Raf to his room because he fell asleep in the car. I tucked him in and said good night, I kissed his forehead and turned off the lights. I went down to put the basket in the kitchen, I saw dad at the bar, drinking his soul out. He does that every night... I didn't mind him and left the basket on the counter. I grabbed a glass of water and drank it. I walked out the kitchen and saw dad asleep on the bar. I went to his room and grabbed a blanket, I went down and put it on his back "Dad, please come back. I miss you. Raf needs you." I kissed him on his cheek and went to my room. I changed to my pajamas and lay down. It was a fun day. "Good night, mom."
