Entry 4

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Dear Diary,

Okay, I have hardly any time, the Taliban have been watching us like hawks and I don't want my diary to be confiscated, but I have to admit- I'm really scared.

Last night someone was moaning and they were beaten until they bled then they were thrown out of the truck... left to die. What if I get thrown out? Or Baba? Or Mama? Or Pamir or Amjal? I really don 't think I could handle it.

Pamir has been so great looking after me aswell as his own family. He let me borrow his jacket last night when I was really cold. It felt really nice, like I had a piece of him wrapped around me, but I would never tell him that! It would be so embarrasing! He is such a lovely friend and I am so very lucky to have him.

Mama hasn't been very well recently which isn't very good, considering the conditions we are in. I hope she gets better.

It's really getting hard for me to remember God and His plans at the moment, It's just so hard to think that God could put us through this, have all of those people die, even have a war in the first place. And I can't talk to anyone about it because Mama and Baba don't want us to get found out, and then I don't want Pamir to think badly of me because of it. Everything here is just so hard.

Sorry, got to go,

Love Tahira

xx

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