Why Did You Go?

Chapter 1

I woke up to my stomach hurting, my head thumping, and my back breaking. I looked at the alarm clock it was 5:20 A.M. I groan and got up to take a shower. I stepped out with a towel around my body and a towel wrapped around my head, I walked back into my bedroom, Niall was still asleep, I threw on sweatpants, Niall's black shirt goes to my thighs, and my hair up in a messy bun. I dried my hair and walked back into the bedroom and didn't find Niall in there, I walked into the kitchen and found him cooking bacon, eggs, and ham. I walked over to him and kissed his back

"Morning love," he smiled and turn around to kiss me on my forehead, I smiled back at him, he went back to cooking breakfast, I inhaled the smell of cooked bacon, it smelled so good, but my stomach didn't agree, I ran to the bathroom and threw up, I heard Niall walking to me and started rubbing my back.

"Love I'm calling the Dr and I don't care how much you whine and cry about it." I got done and nodded, he cuddled me into his side and kissed my forehead. I was laying down on the couch while Niall was making the phone call, I couldn't help but look down at my belly, it looked a little swelled, oh don't I just love period, NOT! I groan and Niall sat on the floor next to me.

"We leave in about 20 minutes, you want me to get you your adidas sandals or your house shoes?" he kissed my hair when he got up off the floor. "Sandals please." We wait in a room that has a bunch of flu tips, and healthy tips for kids, I had to wee in a cup to see if I had infection that might mess up my stomach, Niall's legs was shaking like a chihuahua, we heard a knock and the door swung open, my Dr came walking in.

"Miss Gray I would like to do a scan to see if the test is right" she looked at me and Niall, we both nodded, I pulled my shirt up and laid down on the little table and she put this cold gel on my belly and put this little scan thing, the room was quiet and then there was a loud noise, that sounded like it was thumping, I looked at the screen, my Dr looked at me and smiled,

"If you look at this spot right here," she pointed the little mouse to this little round thing, I nod and she smile "that little thing there is your baby." I looked at Niall who look like he had been in shocked, I looked back at the screen, I couldn't believe that I was pregnant,

"You are 5 weeks pregnant Miss Gray, would you like to have a picture of the baby?" I nodded and she gave them to me and we were on our way. We home, the whole ride was silent, even when we got in the house Niall still wouldn't talk. I just went up to our room and was about to fall asleep, the last thing I heard was the front door being slammed.

I woke up and walked into the living room, I didn't find Niall's shoes, car keys, phone, wallet, and sunglasses. I took a shaky breath and walked into the kitchen and got a glass of of ice tea and walked back into the living room, I sat on the couch. I heard the door open, I looked up and saw Niall, he threw his car keys on the rocking chair and walked into the kitchen, he stayed in there for a good 5 minutes and walked back into the living room and sat at the other end of the couch, he open his mouth to speak but never said anything and closed his mouth, then he spoke up

"I don't see how I'm going to be dad. I'm 19 years old and you're all most 20! We both know that I was using a condom," he looked over at me and I looked away, I didn't want to see him right now, not after how he acted about knowing that I was pregnant. I mean I was just as shocked as he was, but I wasn't taking it out on him!

"I'm not ready to be dad yet! I have a job to worry about! I love my job! I have fans that will go crazy about this! I'm still young Nala, and so are you!" he stood up and was getting loud, I didn't move, I wasn't going to let him get to me.

"I'm not going to keep this baby! I don't want it!" he got louder and louder and I stood up, I glared at him, he stop talking and was looking at me like he wish he hadn't met me.

"You know that we have been talking about us being together for a long time, we have been dating since the 9th grade! I've told you everything! You know that I couldn't have kids because I was born premature! They said that if I ever did have a baby I should keep it! I'm going to the baby! if you like it or not!" he looked shocked, but he covered it quickly with anger

"Fine you can pick then! The baby or me!" he was watching me intensely I open my mouth to speak but nothing came out, I looked away from his eyes, how can he do that to me! We've been together since the beginning of high school! He was my first love! my first kiss, my first in everything! I tried to blink back the tears that was burning, I couldn't say anything, how can I pick? I've always wanted a baby, all girls want to have kids at some point and time, this is my time! I looked back up at him, he still looks piss, I shook my head, and took a long breath the spoke

"I'm keeping this baby. I've always wanted a baby, you out of all people know why I'm picking this baby!" my voice sounding shaky, I knew I could brake down at any minute but I didn't want to, not in front of him at this point anyway

"I'm gonna leave, I'm not going to waste my time on that thing all because you want it! I'm not going to risk my job over that thing. If you get rid of it call me and then we'll talk about it" he snarled at me and grabbed a few of his stuff and went out the door, I sat back down and looked out the window, I saw him pull out and went out on the open road I saw the love of my life walk out on me. I walked back to the couch and cried until I fell asleep. 

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Hi guys! I'm new to this all of this and I hope that you guys like it! I know that I might have a few words that will be missed spelled and stuff, I'm trying to edit some things. Hope you have fun reading it!