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im fuckin confused what do i do im sttarting to fall for roc agian ugggghhhh but i don't know if i can trust him .....at least i think i can though uhhhhhh who should i choose rays gone to the dance studio and im with him watching the boys dance and sing ughhhh chresanto looks tooo DAMN SEXY with his SHIRT OFF omg he saw me looking and winked at me and i turned my head and blushed hard AF lol but then i think ray saw me and got REAL PISSED soo he jogged over to me and grabbed my arm and pulled me outside to studio uh oh im in trouble he gonna yell at me ...DAMMIT :/
ray:-sighs and looks at you irritated-
u:look ray before you scream and yell at me i didn't do anything and remember im carrying your kid *smiles and rubbs ur now 6 month pregnant belly*
ray:*chukles* i know but why are you being all distant from me now though its killing me you won't let me hold you you wont let me love you you won't let me cuddle with you nor sleep with you and then if i do try you get up and go to the guest room ..*starts to get teary eyed* whats up with you now? please i'd like to know like please just tell me *grabs your hands* we can work it out i promise
u:...............uhhhhhh....ummmmmm...i-i-i i have to pee *u run to the bathroom*
ray:-sighs and cries silently-
i couldn't tell him im falling for chres and if i did tell him he would have tryed to fight him ugghhhh why lord why is my life soo damn complicated -sighs- i just wish i could just go back in time and just change everything cuase this is toooo much STRESS and its just.....i don't know anymore i really don't -crys- i love ray dearly beacuse this baby my babigurl brought us closer than ever were more open but when i think about it i do actually feel like he's got some dirty work going on though theni thought about what chres told me that day i really do actully believe him.
******Rays POV******
mane i really wish she wold just tell me whats going on beacuse to be honest im sooo far beyond lost mane that shit there thats cray mane ....but i got a pretty good feeling that its coming from roc though to be honest i love roc like my real bro but that shit he pulled on y/n wasn't cool mane like DF who leaves a girl on the side of the rode but anyway my situation was different because she tought that i would actually cheat on herlemme thin........hmmmm...HELLZ THE FUCK NAWWW mane im not stupid but i really wanna know whats going on here i really do -sighs-
ray:-still crying and breathes hevily-
prod:aye ray you wan-gco- way mane whats wrongg with you
prince;yeah man whats up
both:-looks conserned-
ray:i-i-i -sighs- hmp *breaks down crying*
prod:whoa mane whats up mane??......aye
prince:ray!...RAY!!
ray:WHAT MANE...DAMN
prod:whats up with you ??
ray:i don't think y/n loves me anymore *crys at wat he just said*
prince:why wold you say that ....you know she's crazy about you
ray:i don't see that anymore.....she dosen't show it ....AT ALL......
u:so you saying i don't care for you after 2 fuckin years....REALLY RAY??-tears are comin down your face-
ray:WELL YOU SURE AS HELL DON'T SHOW IT ANYMORE ....THE FUCK DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO?????!!!.......HUH?........WHAT...WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO??
u:LOVE ME DAMMIT.....WHAT DO YOU! WANT ME TO DO HUH?...TELL ME BEACUSE IF YOU DONT IM FINNA WALK RIGHT OUT THAT FUCKIN DOOR AND NEVER COME BACK.....AND I MAEN IT TO...TEST ME
ray:*mute*
u:THATS WHAT WHAT I THOUGHT....FUCK YOU RAY..................
ray:-crys-
u:I DON'T KNOW WHY YOU CRYIN NOW YOU WERN'T CRYIN WHEN I CAME IN...
ray:-still cryin and mute-
u:OH AND I ALREADY KNEW YOU WHERE A CHEATING MAN WHORE.....AND UHHH HERE YOU GO......*slaps him hard and give him back the promise ring he got you on your b-day and it was purple with white rignstones* and ummm ...by the time you come back i'll be gone and moving back in .......*roc had just came out the room* with roc
chres:whhhaaaa???......your moving in with me? *smirks*
u:HYFR ;)
chres:*blushing8
u:BYE BITCHES.....*chucks up the middle finger and the index finger follow lol and walks off like a BOSS lmao*
DAMN wut an emotional chpt i wuss literly cryin writing this like freal tho but umm more chpts to come finna work while i can
-ur author Shyia</3
