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*******Ray POV******
ugggghhhh why she leave me oh wait cause of that dumb ass bitch chresanto ol rafickey nose ahh lol lemme stop (a/n: dont take it persinal all u roc royal lovrs) but anway im still in love with y/n though to be honest i never stopped ....oh i know what yaaaww think 'oh about ol gurl' well 1. she was jsut aback up cuase uhhh 2. i dont even like her AT ALL :P but i juss miss her i really do she was right though i should've just loved her the way she wanted me to in the first place though....hmp i remember when i first met her she looked too sexy and cute all in one lol but awwwee mane when i just took my firt gllimpse of i alredyhad a feeling that i was gonna get with her cause she was my #1 girl and my mrs.right lol but yep.....*daydreams*
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i was walking into the mall with the boys and my mom and keisha and walter and kenneth we was all turnt up and we got cauhgt by a couple fans but not to many where it atracts more and more but just enough like maybe 15 or 8 but hten we walked into this doc martens shoe store maaannnee hen i tell you they had some DOPE ASS docs i aint lying though but hen i saw this pare that i really had interest in and then i saw the most cutest girl ever and just knew i had to talk to her soo i went up to check out the doc's and then she looked up and her eyes though they just melted me inside like just imagine looking into them ...damn i wanna be with her already so i finally got the confedence to tslk to her and to be honest i was nervos AF lol
ray:ummm *chukles*ummm plllzz dont scream i'll give u any thing u want just plss dont scream.
u:uhhh no no i dont want anything at all *mumbles but u with me and in my room ..ok lemme stop* *giggles* ur fine
ray:ohhh so im fine *smriking* ok thx u
u:oh ..u thought that i meant ...ohhh nooo i-i-i w-wel- ....ugghhhh
ray:(laughs) its ok i kno what u were tlking bout i was just playing *chuckles*
u:*giggles*oh *hits him playfully* why u do that had me scared and isshh *laughs*
ray:my bad *giggles* i didnt mean to scare u but umm im assuming u already kno my name
u:...........ummm no i acyually dont *u were pertending that u didnt* could u possibly tell me?
ray:suurree ..im rayray or ray ...u?
u: y/n and l/n(last name if u didnt kno)
ray:ohhh thats really pretty ....i like it ..ur cute by the way n kinda sexy
u:*blushing sooo damn hard* oh ummm ok thx u
ra:...I-gco
prod:aye man we gotta go its a whole bunch of crazii axx fans outside c'mon man
ray:i'll txt u *leaves*
i don't know what she was sayin after that beacuse i had toleave and then i saw this other girl she cute too but i had my heart and body mind and soul set on my real love y/n soo we all left and went to our separte house's and since i live with the boys we went to the Conjuction house ....ahh i love that house but right now imma text y/n and see what she doin lol
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Ray_2wice:wussup ma?
I beez_thaTrap:):lol nun much wbu thoo??
Ray_2wice:same n lmao
I beez_thaTrap:):lmao....i like ur name tho hehehe
Ray:_2wice:thx luuvv......urs iz kinda interesting.....nicki nicki nicki lol
I beez_thaTrap:): lmmmmmfffaaaaoooooo...thx u 2 chhhaaaiinnzzzz
Ray_2wice:lllllmmmmmmmaaaooooo...ikr
I beez_thaTrap:): lol u sooo damn silly
Ray_2wice:wat can i say.. i can make it do wat it do babi lmfao XD
I beez_thaTrap:):lol ohh wow thoo
Ray_2wice:lmao wat i do lol
I beez_thaTrap:nun ;)
Ray_2wice:well srry to leave u hangin love ..bit i hav to go sadly :(
I beez_thaTrap:awweee but ok :-(..txt meh wen u get bac?
Ray_2wice:sure thing love
I beez_thaTrap:kaaaeee..bye
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after that like i don't know like 3 or 6 months later we ended up together and i loved it and then a couple week later we had sex for the first time and maaaannnnneee that gurl can move llike shhhiiidddd then 2 weeks later we made love to each tother for the first time and that was just......ugghhhhh i fuckin loved it and ever since then we just kept doin it till 2 months later we found out she was already almost 3 months preagnant and i've been with her for two years through all of her pregnancy and it was crazy i've never seen her like that ever ever but like DAMN but i really miss her though and i know she's not gonna want me near the baby i over herd her and chres's convo and im kinda pissed that she gave him my daughter's last name but im hapy she gave my name though i didn't even get to see my daughter like that's sad but i'm not gone stress it if she's happy she's happy thats all that matters to me the most is her happness sooo yeaahh but i wish she could be happy with me though i think we both took it waaayyy to far though but i'm still in LOVE with her and forever will