*****Y/N POV******
OMFG I'M JUST SOOOO FUCKIN MAD RIGHT NOW BUT SAD AT THE SAME TIME?.......but then aigan i love that boy to the death of me and i don't know what i would do if something happend to him I love him then i love Chres....uggghhhh why is this so fucking hard for me to choose who i want to be with ...damn teenage hormones but maybe it's best that i don't be with anybody at this point I mean what's the use i'll just end up getting my heart broken agian and agian just setting myself up for sorrow I just don't understand why he would do this to me and then turn around and try to propose to me...OH HELL NO not today I won't but my thing is......why dose he continue to lie to me?...What have I ever done to make him just continously lie to me I just don't understand it....first he accuses me of not loving him when I did I was juss confused on who I wanted it was mostly my symtoms talking anyway. And then I find out that he cheated on me not once.......but FUCKING 2WICE(A/N: HA C WUT I DID DER?...NO?..OK DEN) AND THEN HAD SEX WITH THE BITCH LIKE WTF!!...REALLY?? and i bet $100 his ass is gonna try and take me back but I'm gonna decline his ass agian but it's whatever i don't need him....or chres ....I just want to find the right one for me ....the one that's gonna stay by my side through everything we could possibly go through together .......I just wan that my Mr.Right already ~sighs~..........Where are you??
*****CHRES POV******
MAN I'M SO FUCKING PISSED TF OFF DAMN I ACTUALLY THOUGHT THAT SHE WOULD COME BACK TO ME BY NOW.....FUUUCCKKK!!....I messed up now she dosen't even want me anymore and it's all because of Ray dumbass...but that's ok I got something for his ass ~smiles evily~ just wait...ohh yeeaaa I'm deffinantly gonna get y/n back even if it kills me...but just so you know I really could care less if you don't like me soo yeaa...what do you excpect me to do run home crying like a little bitch hell no ..I aint no pussy hell you mean?....but I already have a plan in mind too...plus I don't even think y/n knows that she's missing a sertain someone ..a very litte person plus I Love y/n with all my heart ...mind..body and soul...truth be told I just used Sonja as a backup from the pain and fact that I had lost y/n agian I mean don't get me wrong Sonja's a bad ass but ..my heart belongs to y/n and i bet ya'll are wondering why I act the way I do ...~sighs~ It's because I lived in a foster home until this lady adopted me when I was only 10 yeras old my birth mom didn't want me she even told me herself..*starts to get teary eyed* sh-she said-d th-that I-I w-was-s a m-mistake and that I wasn't supose to be born ...I don't even know who my "father" is ..soo I kinda raised myself and I was never tought properly on how to treat women ...soo I kinda thought that you know you're supose to treat them like..dirt...plus the lady who took me in had waaayy to many kids already and one coming when I got there...It was 10 kids there soo in total plus me would equel 12 kids in that house ..but don't get me wrong I liked the house..it's just that every kid would pick on me ..call me name they'd say "HAHA your mommy didn't want you nananana!!" and those words hurt me me deep..I'd cut myself and I even tried to hang myself once and commit suicide but I was stopped my my foster mom and my foster dad but now you know something's about me ...but not all there's more from the eye can see............
wow ...no comment butt tell me wha you think ...*sighs* ...I love you all <33
-Shyia
