******Ray POV*******
Damn I fucked up BIG time and i didn't think she would kick me put like thatand that nigga touched my kid like WTF!! and then gonna put all my buinus out there like that now my mom over here trynna play 20 fucking questions and I keep saying i don't wanna talk about it but nope she won't listen soo right now i'm headed to my parents house for now until i can find a little place for me to live I was soo into my thoughts i didn't hear my mom
Keshia:RAY!!...RAY!!..RAYAN DEQUANN LOPEZ IF YOU DON'T ANSWER ME!!!
Ray:huh?
Keshia:*looks irritaed*..i said get out like 16 million times
Ray:*rolls eyes* ok
Keshia:boy test me if you want ...and roll yo eyes agian you ain't gonna have nothin to see or do with..keep playin with me
Ray:OK ma damn
Keshia:BOY!!
Ray: i mean...dang
Keshia:*shakes head* go in the goddamn house fo i slap you into next year
i quckly walk into the house because when my mom says shit like that she means busniess i walked in to be greeted by everybody my little sister Kay Kay, Day Day, ect. (A/n: i forget sometimes lol srry) but then i was looking for my little bro Tay Tay but i didn't see him ...hmm i wonder where he is
Ray:ma where's Tay Tay?
Keshia:he's sleep
Ray:oh..ok
I went into my room and looked around -sighs- nothing's changed still the same but i walked over to my bed and laid on it looking at the sealing as i felt a warm tear slip from my eye as i continue to think about all the good and bad in my used to be relationship with y/n....I already miss her ..damn i'm fucking in love with her I can't seem to bring myself to let her go because of my LOVE for her is unconditional FOREVER and i'm sooo fucking stupid for what i did a long time ago with that chick plus i didn't even like nor did i even love her....ewww but i just wish that i never did any of that with her or any pain that i caused y/n all I want is to jsut hold her in my arms one more time, kiss her, love her, make love to her,sex her, fuck the shit out of her lol just everything but i know one thing i'm not going to leave her alone i'm gonna get her back ........and i know just how to do it too *smiles evily* but i never relised what i had Until It Was Gone :(
*ray Ray voice* OOOOEEEE lol wut do yaaww think he's gonna do? do yu think that she will hook it bac up wit chres? or everybody stops tell me wut chu think ...1-4-3 yaaww if yaaww luvv meh too type it pwease it wuld make my nyte lbdas
-Shyia <3
