N.B. This is my story off quotev so you can read it on there
Chapter 1, Hell Hole
'Wake up you little shit' I heard the rough voice of Dan in my ear. I wanted to shout back but I was too scared, I got out of his bed quickly and went into the bathroom. I took a shower and looked in the mirror, my eye was still swollen but it was okay, He loved me didn't he... Dan is 20 and I am 16, we met at my friends party and He told me I was beautiful.. but lets not get into that. I look out of the window the sun was shining so i put on my white festival t-shirt, jeans jacket and levi's shorts. Dan walked into the room his dark blonde hair messy, He looked me up and down 'What the fuck are you wearing?' He said, I backed into the corner 'Its hot outside, and i haven't worn these for ages' I whispered. Dan grabbed my arm, I winced 'Do you think I want other boys looking at My girls legs' He shouted in my face, I shook my head 'Good' he said 'Now go put some suitable clothes on bitch' I nodded and went to move but he didn't let me go and pushed me against the wall 'you don't have school yet do you?'
'No' I replied 'Another two hours' he smirked, that smirk used to make me smile but now i knew what it meant ' you sure do look hot in those shorts' He said stroking my leg, I tried to turn away but he pushed me back into the wall and before I could say anything he slammed his lips against mine and hoisted me onto the bed. You can guess what happened next.. i used to enjoy it but now its not the same. I want to run away but i have nowhere to run and besides he would find me.
I went to school feeling shaken, i had changed my shorts to sweatpants and my jeans jacket to a big hoodie. My best friend Lulu met me at school 'Are you okay babe?' she asked hugging me tight I wept into her shoulder, she kissed the top of my head 'It'll be okay hun don't worry she said' 'I don't know what to do' I sobbed, she wiped my tears away and hugged me again. She was the only person who made me feel okay I smiled as we linked arms and strutted into school. We walked to our lockers and got our books, I looked at my face in the mirror in my locker, I look so ugly I am so ugly I hate myself. My toffee skin was always either too shiny or too dull, my dark brown eyes might as well have been colourless, My hair was always frizzy at the sides and if i didn't straighten it, it wouldn't go curly it would go frizzy. My body is too skinny and my face is too round I'm anything but perfect.
'I'll see you next lesson Liv' she said and we did our secret handshake and walked opposite ways. I looked at my timetable, English first. I walked into Miss Naughton's class room and took my usual seat at the back and put my headphones in, I put on my favorite song Torn by Natalie Imbruglia. I got out my book and started reading. As usual Miss Naughton was late to our lesson but no one cared. During english i felt like I was being watched, I hated that, I looked round and saw Niall's Blue eyes staring at me, I smiled at him He mouthed 'Hi Beautiful' to me I looked down blushing, I knew dan wouldn't approve but I won't tell him. As soon as the bell rang i shot out of my seat and went to my locker to put my english books away my Ipod started playing Shadow Moses by BMTH, this song always makes me want to cry as it was the song that Dan played on the night that he... Lets not talk about it. Tears welled up in my eyes and I couldn't stop them falling down my face. I closed my locker and Niall was standing right there looking into my eyes. I looked down embarrassed 'THIS IS SEMPITERNAL' played in through my headphones.
'What's wrong' Niall asked i shook my head and tried to walk away but he held my hand softly not letting go 'Tell me' he whispered, his blue eyes were mesmerising so i told him I told him everything, I don't know why but I knew I could trust him. He looked shocked and then hugged me immediately i buried my head in the crook of his neck sobbing 'I'll look after you' he whispered 'But i can't leave him, He can't live without me' I replied 'You think he loves you more then I love you' Niall said softly, his face went bright red I looked up at him 'What?' i asked ' nothing' he replied breaking the hug and lacing his fingers in mine 'I'll help you run away' I tried to answer back but he put his finger to my lips 'I'm coming round today after school we'll pack your things and you can come and stay with me for a while okay' I smiled up at him 'Okay' i said then he did something completely unexpected he bent down and kissed me softly, I was tense at first but after a while I softened into the kiss, when the kiss broke niall said 'I'll see you later' He pecked me on the nose and walked away backwards so he could still look at me thats when he bumped into harry and tripped over, they both fell down I laughed and blew and kiss at Niall, rushing to tell Lulu Everything.
