Liv's POV
'NO FUCKING WAY' Lulu shouted jumping up and down with excitement, 'Shhh' i whisper i wasn't one for talking loud, but Lulu carried on 'BUT THAT'S NIALL' 'I know that' i answered shaking my head 'We're just close friends, i think it was a heat of the moment thing' I sighed knowing Niall would never or could never love me. I turned around and saw Niall, he was with another girl he was hugging her and she pecked him on the nose. I knew it couldn't have been true what Niall said but i so wanted it to be, then i remembered Dan i couldn't leave him, I was his girl he would be lost without me atleast thats what he told me. I felt my eyes stinging but I held back my tears I was so used to holding them back, but somehow this hurt much more than any cut or bruise
Dan had ever given me 'Liv what's wrong' Lulu said and then saw exactly what was wrong.
I saw complete and utter anger in her face 'That bastard!' she screeched but before i could stop her so charged over to niall all I could do was run helplessly after her. 'WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU PLAYING AT' she screamed at Niall, His bitch looked her up and down Niall stood there confused. Then he saw me, my eyes glistening with fresh tears I blinked them back scrunching my fists 'HOW FUCKING DARE YOU DO THAT TO LIV SHE TOLD YOU EVERYTHING AND YOU JUST LEAVE HER HANGING' lulu carried on shouting. Niall looked at me with a sorry look in his eye, I didn't care i stormed past him and rushed to the toilets, I locked myself in a cubicle and took the pair of scissors out of my bag they still had blood on them from yesterday.
I pulled down my sweatpants and placed the blade of the scissors on my skin, I cut 4 slices in my skin i didn't blot it with tissue i let it bleed i sat in the toilet for an hour until the blood had dried and then pulled up my sweatpants and walking out of the bathroom. Niall was waiting for me I pretended not to notice him, I walked toward my best guy friend Louis 'Wassap babe' he said jokingly then he looked into my eyes and immediately knew something was wrong 'Liv what's wrong' he said being serious now i whispered everything to him, he stared down at my 'Why didn't you tell me about dan before' he asked 'I didn't want you to get angry with me' I responded looking down at the floor louis raised my head with his hand and pressed his forehead against mine 'I could never get angry with you' he whispered and smiled at me 'Do you wanna come to mine tonight' he said 'and you can stay over' I nodded in response, he held my hand and we walked to his car.
The whole car journey we were listening to metro station, busted and mcfly all old bands we used loved. When we arrived at louis' house I was amazed, it wasn't modern it was a big victorian house I smiled these are the houses i like , Louis smiled at my reaction and said 'do you want to see inside' I nodded slowly. Louis unlocked the door I saw a large spiral staircase and 5 doors on the bottom floor, Louis showed me around. The first room he showed me was a large room filled with all kinds of books and maps there were two blue comfy armchairs which complimented the room nicely, The next room was smaller but amazing, on the shelves there were loads and loads of vinyls of all kinds of music. on the walls there were old festival posters and framed vintage advertisements, these were my favorite rooms in the house. After the house tour we went into the kitchen and louis made us both a cup of tea He looked so cute in his old sweater and jeans with messy hair, I checked my phone 10 missed calls from dan and 1 voicemail 'one second' I said to louis and left the room i listened to the voice mail ' where are you babe, I need you babe i'm hungry you know what for, if you're not home in 2 hours i'm gonna get angry and you don't want that do you?' his voice was even intimidating through a crap nokia phone.
Niall's POV
I feel so ashamed. The one chance I'd had with the most beautiful girl in our school and i've already blown it what the fuck is wrong with me. Now she and louis are going to get together and i'll be left with all the sluts and whores who are desperate just because i couldn't help myself i got tempted. I picked up my guitar the only way i could let out my emotion was by music. I sang Mr Brightside by the killers 'It started out with a kiss how did it end up like this it was only a kiss it was only a kiss now i'm falling asleep and she's calling a cab while he's having a smoke and she's taking a drag Now there going to bed and my stomach is sick and it's all in my head but she's touching his chest now he takes of her dress now let me go. jealousy, turning saints into sea swimming through sick lullabies choking on your alibis' Suddenly my phone rang i checked who was calling PRAYING that it was Liv but it was only louis i answered it 'Hey lou' I said 'Listen. Don't you dare hurt my bestfriend every again because i will come and i will hurt you.' he said and hung up the phone shit. Louis was angry and when louis is angry he's angry. I sighed I really was sorry i never meant to hurt anyone I lay down on my bed hoping that the end was coming i couldnt cope with this.
