I used to be fresh and young
bright eyes, sharp mind, luminous skin and all
but you know
stars shine,
but in the end they fall..
I shined:
brighter than the moon.
brighter than the sun
heck before you all came along
I was the sun
I was the moon,
I was a star
but, I didn't fall from the sky
No
I fell fromfrom a bridge
25 metres high
he'd hurt me too much,
he'd pushed me too hard
all I'd wanted was for him to stop,
stop the cursing,
stop the hurting,
stop the mind games,
though everything he did to me
seemed the same..
I'd gotten tired of cutting my wrists,
gotten tired if his over-protectiveness
I poped a vein just to see
how much it would bleed
till I got dizzy and I couldn't see..
But than I got hold of the weed
it made me feel happy and free,
all I wanted was to than flee
so I went away,
I fled the highway
I wanted to fly
see the world through the bird's eye..
I got up on the rail
I heared distant voices calling
faces stared, nobody seemed to realy care.
And I though
humanbeings are strange creatures
toy tell'em somthing,
and they want to see it,
still they don't believe it,
untill they touch the wound and feel it.
I smiled to myself :)
I heared screams and shouts
as I went down down down
the wind whistling in my ears
I felt no fear,
I shed no tear..
Because for those 5 seconds,
those 25 metres freefalling from the highway bridge
I had gotten away,
I was free,
but I was disappointed yet again,
I wasn't happy as I thought I'd be
