Life (Urban)

Just stop

Cookie POV

I was laying in bed with Charles. He basically be over here every day even though he got his own house. I love this man more and more each and every day. The bomb him and Juicy have is unbreakable. I dont care what u bring between them, they always gone ride it out together. 

I was playing with Charles. As we were playing, my phone rung. At first I didnt answer it. It then kept on ringing. I told Charles to answer it, I dont feel like talking. He answered the phone, I got out and went to use the bathroom. When I got out, Charles was off the phone.

"Bae your mom is in the hospital " Charles said.

"Oh what happened " I said. My tone may have sounded like a bitch but I wasnt all goodie goodie with my mom since the last I saw her.

"She passed out and they say all she wants is to see u " he said. I stopped and thinked for a minute. Wow all she wants is me. When I was there, they treated me like shit. Now that im gone they want me in there life. I dont come second to nobody. It either you gone love me for who I am or stand on the sideline hating on me.

"Thats sad " I said. 

Charles didnt say anything. He knows how I feel about my mom. I practically tell him everything. He knows if im speaking to another man and where im at. He never doubted me but since I use to be a stripper alot of ballers and players know me. I let him know who they are. I want our relationship to last forever.

"I might call her later, I dont want to be like her  " I said

I thought about how things could turn out. I dont want to be like my mom. She has changed. I never knew she could act this way. Its like me leaving cause her so much anger and pain. I can understand the pain part. I mean I left and didnt say anything. Any mother would be worried because they dont know where their child is. 

The part that got me is the way she approached the situation. I mean You havent seen me in years. The first thing a normal person would have done was ran in to my arms. They would have sat down and wanted to catch up on what has happened. NO, she didnt do that. Instead she batched me out. 

"Whatever you want to do babe " Charles said

I sat down on the bed. After awhile, I came to a conclusion. I was gone go and see her. I dont want to be that girl who is crying because her mom died and she didnt get to say goodbye. I have to forgive her. I dont want to be that girl who crys 24/7 because the last thing she said or did to her mom was drop down rude. 

I told Charles what I wanted to do. He agreed. He was gone to drive me down. Juicy was going to go and stay with her friend. He called Juicy's friend mom. Her mom like the idea. I told her about my mom and everyhting. She totally agreed with me a hundred percent. 

We are leaving next week.........Hopefull everything goes well.................................