I walked back to the waiting room. I sat down in the chair next to Charles. Everybody had left one they sat my mom. It was just me and Charles in the room.
I was seriously on the verge of tears. Im always this hard person. I dont show any weakness. Its rare that I show my weakness. Its just certain things that bring me to that point.
My mom is one of those things. Even though all the things she put me through, I still love her. As much as I want to hate her I cant. I mean she did birth me. She will always be apart of me. I may say bad things to her but its the anger talking.
Everything in my life went wrong. I moved and all this drama start. My sister and I are not like we use to be. My mother and I arent either.
My baby daddy is a dead beat. He doesnt bother to spend time with his child. He would rather spend time with me then her.
Charles held me in his arms. I really didnt want to cry. I kept holding the tears back. I will not cry. I will not cry. I will not, I kept repeating to myself.
" Its okay to cry " Charles said
The moment he spoke I balled out into tears. I let all the tears I been holding in drain on out. I let all my emotions ease away with the tears. As I cried it felt like the weight was lifted off my shoulders. I felt free. I felt like I was able to live my life and do me.
" Every body cry once in awhile, its LIFE, " Charles said
I guess something good did come out of this. Well actulally two things came out of this life experience. My daughter and MY MAN , Charles.
He dried my tears. We both stood up and walked out of the hospital
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Life (Urban)
Chick-LitEverybody go threw a few things. Some go through a lot of things. People said blood is thicker than water but will you believe that when blood is the one that hurt you the most. Cookie doesnt know what to believe. Cookie had attitude and is all that...
