Life (Urban)

Life Or Death

My sister started yelling and crying. Then she got the nerve to start rolling on the floor. Now she was straight up being dramatic. I walked over to get and slapped the color out of her. She immediately shut up. I walked back to where I was standing before.

" Continue " I said to the doctor. He was looking at me in shock. He then went on.

" But we saved her " he said

I looked towards my sister. She was looking like a damn fool on the floor crying. She over there jumping to conclusion and not letting the man finsh what he was saying. Now look at her. She deserve and ass whooping right now but im not evening finna get my hands dirty today.

The doctor went on about my mother. He told is that she will be fine. She just geting rested up. We all nodded our heads. The doctor shook all of our hands. He then left out of the room.

Now everybody was looking at my sister. Her dumb ahh was still on the floor. I was getting irritated by the second. I kept trying to calm my nerves. I then remember what I said to myself earlier. 'iM gone kill these ****h with kindness.

" Can you get off the floor please " I asked

She got up and dusted her self off. We all at back down. It was silent in the room. Hours later we were still sitting in the waiting room. Some people were sleep. I was still up. I cant seem to relax in a hospital. They freak me out so much. Then its lunch time and the food smells disgusting. It  was making my stomach hurt.

Soon the nurse came in. She told us we can see my mom but one by one. My sister went in first, then my other sister, then my dad. I was the last one to go. I really didnt want to go in there by myself and deal with her. I sucked it up and left the waiting room

I approached the room door. Before opening it, I said a silent prayer. I then walked into the room. My mom was up. She turned her head towards me. I walked over and sat in the chair by the bed.

" I know I havent been the best mom these past few weeks, Im just hurt, I know it was wrong for me to say what I said, I was caught up in the moment, im sorry, i know my sorry cant do a dang thing but know im sorry " my mom said as tears rolled down her cheeks.

I just looked at her. I will always have a soft spot for her. I mean she is my mom. Its just the things she do is not so good. I feel as if she want me to be closer but dont know how to go about the situatuon. She trying to get me closer but in the end its pushing me further away. 

I got up without a word. I left the room. If I stayed any longer I was going to cry. I dont cry in front of people. I refuse to show my weaker side. People will only taking advantage of it.