Destiel Oneshots

Day 13 ~ Eating Icecream

Dean raises his hand and moves the glass to his mouth.  Letting the liquid flow down his throat.

Again and again. One drink becomes ten. Ten drinks become twenty.

When he can't feel anything he stops, when he forgets about Cas he doesn't have to drink anymore.

His mind is blurry, he don't know where he is going when he suddenly falls right on the street.

"Oh, I'm sorry sir I didn't see you"

The man looks familiar, he looks really familiar. Dean stands up.

"Nothing, but you, who are you?"

The man looks confused a second.
"Are you drunk?" He shakes his head at the obviously answer "I'm Ben"

Deans brain starts to progress the information.
"Ben?..but Cas? Cas! Cas.."
Everything comes back to him.

"Cas? Um no, I have to go now, I'm sorry sir, for pushing you"

The man walks away leaving Dean lonely on the street with his memories.

~(O•O)~

Dean falls in trough the door meeting Sams stomach in the fall.

"Dean buddy, are you drunk, again?"

He leads the broken man to the couch giving him ice cream.
"You promised to eat instead of drink"

Dean eats a bit of the chocolate tasted ice cream.
"I didn't promise you anything.."

"No, but you promised him"
That's all Sam needs to say, Dean stops eating, he closes his eyes to stop the tears. Fast he stands up and trows the ice cream across the room.
Sam steps surprised backwards when it hits the wall. Dean is now opening the fridge and takes out a beer.
"I DONT CARE!" Dean drinks from the bottle. "He is dea-"
Sam has now walked over to Dean and takes the bottle from his hand. "Dean, you have to stop."

"STOP WHAT? Stop drinking?! Should I eat ice cream instead!? Stop living!?? I will never see him again Sam! He doesn't go to heaven or hell, not even purgatory!"
While Dean screams tears starts running along his cheekbones cleaning away sons of the dirt and showing a lighter line.
"I'm never going to see him again"