Me and You

Mummy

i went to my room crying my mum was dying how could my beautiful mum be dying? i started to remember all the times i had with her, i was outside playing with my friend mummy had told us to stay in site so she could see us, it  started to rain so we had to come in i wanted my friend to stay over i asked mummy she said that was ok and my friends mum said yes we had wanted to camp out so mummy came up with the idea to have  camp out inside, she set up the living room with mattresees and pillows and put a sheet over a clothes horse to make it look a tent, mummy was so creative like that. one time i saw my mum getting ready for work she was brushing her hair and putting make up on and she let me watch her, she looked so beautiful. "sweetheart are you ok? we herd you crying" "mummy how can you be dying? i dont want you to die stay with me forever" she sat me down on the bed and told me to sit on her lap "darling, mummy will always be with you whether i am here or not, if you ever get lonely look at the stars choose one that is shining the brightest and that will be me shining down on you to let you know i am there, you and daddy will be fine " those were the last words she said to me, mummy died April 17th 1994 her funeral was beautiful there were people there i didnt even know they kept talking to daddy and looking at me with sad eyes, grandma and grandpa came i never got on with grandma, nanny was  strict lady who told me off very often i liked grandpa he always gave me sweets and told me funny stories.  daddy got up and spoke about mummy this is what he said 

"My darling Susie, when i met you i knew i loved you, our first date is something i will never forget, you looked so beautiful in your red dress, high heels and that red lipstick you always wear, we did everything together and our wedding day will be what i hold in my heart forever you walking down the isle to our song you smiling me smiling, our honeymoon in paris, our first house and our beautiful little girl all that happened with you and i count myself the luckiest man in the world i will never forget you my love it seems unfair you being taken away from us i love you darling and i always will"  i could see everyone crying my mummy meant a lot to so many people i wish my mummy didnt die i miss you mummy.