Secret affairs

Chapter 33:

It is a week later and I had moved out of there. I go there while Wendy is at work to watch Dylen and the other two kids. When she gets home though I leave.

I am living with my cousin for right now. She is fine with me being a lesbian and she won't tell my parents that I am living here. I can't live here much longer though because she is having a baby soon. When her husband and her are ready to do the nursery I will have to leave since it is only a two bedroom apartment.

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I am at Wendy's house. When the kids get home they run up and give me a hug. I'm used to it from Reese but not from Lucy.

Lucy says, " I am so sorry for how I treated you. I want you to move back in. Even if my mom doesn't say it she misses you."

" I can't move back in because it is to hard."

She nods and just sits there with me. I am happy that she forgave me but it also makes me a little sad because I know that I will never be moving back here.

Wendy pays me for watching Reese and Lucy so I will have enough to move out on my own soon. The kids can come over there then. I just don't like being at this house anymore.

Soon Wendy gets off. She ask me to stay. She puts in a movie and we watch it with the kids. We don't sit next to each other though. She seems like she is getting better which I am happy about. She has that amazing smile back on her face that I love. I will always love her and that is proubly why it hurts so much being here.

After the movie she goes to her room. Something in me tells me to follow her.

I walk up to her room and stand in her door way. I decide to sing a song. If she is open to that song then I will take it as a sign to go sit next to her.

I start singing,

" We say "goodbye, see you around"
We turn our backs then turn back around

We break up, we make up, and we make love
We can't seem to let go, girl

So I'm comin' over, runnin' every red light
To hell with the closure - save it for another time

Try not to think about you, but it ain't workin'
Why put out a fire when it's still burnin'
Just when I think movin' on is getting closer
I'm comin' over

I'm all alone, but you're on my phone
Tellin' me you miss me and that you're at home

Who knows what we are in the morning
All I know is I want you

So I'm comin' over, runnin' every red light
To hell with the closure - save it for another time

Try not to think about you, but it ain't workin'
Why put out a fire when it's still burnin'

Just when I think movin' on is getting closer
I'm comin' over

Ooooh, I'm comin' over

Yeah, we said that we're done and I know that it's late
But you already know I'm on my way

I'm comin' over, runnin' every red light
To hell with the closure - save it for another time

Try not to think about you, but it ain't workin'
Why put out a fire that's burnin'

I'm comin' over, runnin' every red light
To hell with the closure - save it for another time

Try not to think about you, but it ain't workin'
Why put out a fire when it's still burnin'

Just when I think movin' on is getting closer
I'm comin' over

Ooooh, I'm comin' over."

She smiles and gestures for me to come in. I walk in and sit next to her. She wraps her arms around me and starts kissing me.

I start kissing her back. Soon it is a full blown make out. We only stop when we need to breath.

She says, " I have missed you so much baby girl. I am so sorry for pushing you away. I have never loved someone like I love you and I never will. I have missed how you used to sing to me all of the time. Please come back home. I promise never to push you away again."

She is crying. I wipe her tears and say, " I love you too. I missed you more then you will ever know. Yes I will come back home babe. I have just been waiting for you to ask me back."

She smiles and we kiss again. We lay down and cuddle. It feels amazing having her in my arms again.