Nerds Need Love Too (Lauren Cimorelli Love Story)

Chapter 21 - I loved her first.

Justin's POV

I went to malibu just to visit lauren and here I am, to the cimorelli's household. Waiting for lauren to come. Well, yes. We had a thing before I leave but then I guess I hurt her to bits and pieces and I really feel bad about that. I didn't mean to hurt her like that. It's just that there's a girl I knew in Sacramento. Sacramento was the place where I live now, just so you know. But that girl used me, and after that time. I realized that I did love lauren and I still does.

But I don't know if she still likes me and I don't know what i'm going to do. What if she doesn't like me anymore? what am I supposed to do then? I can't live without her.

And, what if she likes someone else now? I swear, i'm going to kill that someone. Lauren is mine. All mine... And no one could ever try to steal her away from me.

No one...

My thoughts stopped when I felt someone was walking behind me and I knew it's lauren but I feel like there's two of them. I slowly turned my body around to reveal the girl that I always wanted to see and the girl who always make me feel great and lastly the girl that I missed for three years now... Lauren.

I finally took a glimpse on the guy she's with. Oh I forgot to tell, he's a nerd. They were both holding their hands but then lauren quickly removed her hands from him. Ha! poor him.

"J-Justin.." She says in disbelief.

Hearing her saying my name just make me feel so happy. I missed her voice.

So much.

I smiled at her. "Hi laur."

"W-why are you here?" She asks me, out of the blue. I was surprised but then I managed to speak.

"Because I want to see you, laur. " I softly says and gave her a warm smile.

She let out a deep sigh and shooks his head. "Laur, trust me. I really did want to see you.. I missed you. So much." I pleadingly said as I came closer to her. She stepped back and shooks his head.

"Sorry but I need to leave, let's go van." She quickly says and grabbed the nerd's hand but before they could walk away I stopped them by holding lauren's wrist.

"I guess he was my replacement then." I said, chuckling.

Lauren turned her head to face the nerd boy and back at me. She glared at me and groaned. "NO HE'S NOT!" She yelled infront of me.

I stepped back and closed my eyes for a moment. It just surprised me. I know her, and I know that she really meant what she said and it kind of scared me.

"Uhh, can we leave now? we have something else to do." She says kinda annoyed. I finally open my eyes to see her holding the nerd's hand and they were about to walk away, again. But I stopped them by holding lauren's shoulder this time.

"L-laur, can we t-talk... in private?" I said nervously. She looked at the nerd, the nerd just nod his head and walked away from us. Lauren reluctantly nod her head.

"Fine. Where?" She asks me.

"Laur, this is your house, you know everything here." I chuckled. She glared at me. "Well, you used to be here back when we were younger and you kinda know this place and I don't feel like deciding if where we could talk so it's up to you then."

I sighed. "Maybe we could just talk at the backyard? what do you think?"

She reluctantly nod her head and sighs. "Fine. Let's go and can we make it fast?"

She didn't like me. I feel it. She doesn't want to talk to me and maybe even see my face but i'm gonna do everything just to get her back. I know we didn't even date but she loved me and i'm going to get it back.