Nerds Need Love Too (Lauren Cimorelli Love Story)

Chapter 9 - Is this goodbye?

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My eyes finally shoot open and i'm immediately blinded by the light, I look for my glasses when someone handed it to me. It was kind of blury though, I just smiled unknowing if i'm looking at her. I grabbed my glasses then realized it was kind of broken but I can still use it. I put it on and realizes it was via, I look around, checking if there's other person here aside from via.

"Fred went to his next class he was here a while ago though." She told me, I nod my head and struggling to sat up she stares at me for a second then she helped me up. "W-where is she?" I asked her. She cocked an eyebrow at me. "Who?" She asked me confused.

"Lauren, where's lauren?" I asked her. "Is she okay? does blake or does the cheerleader hurt her?" I muttered.

She was kind of mad when I mentioned lauren, she sighed. "I didn't see her after the accident, I guess she was at the prinicipal's office earlier, again but now, I guess she already went home since it's already past 6." She explained. I nod my head then stood up. "What the heck? Ivan you need some rest!" She angrily yelled at me.

I looked at her. "I don't care! I need to see lauren!" I yelled back, not knowing what i'm saying. She looked at me surprised. "That girl really changed you van. You know, when you got close with her you're always getting into trouble." She snarled. I gave her a glare and shooks my head. "She changed me to better, and no she's not the reason why i'm getting into trouble via. I was the one who made it." I told her.

She was about to say something but I ignored her and just walked away from her. I don't want to argue with her right now. Why does she hates lauren? I know, we hated them but I just hope she can just accept the fact that I love being with lauren. She needs to know that lauren was a nice girl after all. I just hope, fred doesn't hate lauren anymore.he's not even saying a thing about lauren though since we became friends.

I wonder if lauren went by my side earlier when I got send to a clinic and I wonder if lauren was the girl I saw coming from my direction. If only my glasses were just on my side at that time I guess I could see that girl, but i'm hundred percent sure that it was lauren or maybe it could be via, since she was the only one I saw in the clinic well, obviously it couldn't be fred. But I kinda doubt that it was lauren though, for some reason.Maybe that was one of the staff? but that girl was wearing a casual dress though, I just couldn't figure it out of what was she wearing. I guess I need to stop thinking about that girl.

Anyway, enough with my nonstop thoughts about lauren. I guess I should control myself to stop thinking about her. It might just hurt me. Did I just said that? I mean, I just don't want to assume so much, you know sometimes it will just lead you to disappointment.

I nearly toured this school finding lauren, but she's nowhere to be found. I guess she already went home since it was already dismissal time. I have no plans to go home though so maybe I could just go to library for a while. I've never been there since when lauren and I started to hang out. It was kind of weird though, I mean lauren kinda loves to go to library, I guess. Well, that was the first place where we started to talk with each other. WAIT. maybe lauren's in there? yeah. I just hope so..

I ran to the library and made my way inside.  There was no one here already, it was dark. I guess i've been out for almost five hours. I just hope she's here, so I could talk to her.  You can't blame me, we didn't talk for almost five days now.

I walked to the section where I saw lauren, crying. I heard some sobs when I get closer and closer to that area so I decided to walk faster. I already feel that it was lauren, but if it's lauren. What happened to her?