The youngest Winchester

Hiding Something?

Authors note: So I know I haven't been posting a lot but it's because school is being a pain in the butt....but soon I'll have a weekend so woohoo!!!!
Anywho just to let you guys know this chapter talks about depression so if that's a risky subject for some of you peeps then don't read this if its too much for you
Anywho hope you enjoy!

You wake up, yesterday was a blur, you didn't remember much. All you remember was...well so one bringing you to bed....
Now you were sitting on you bed, cross legged. Sam and Dean were still sleeping, and Cas....well Cas haven't been acting the same towards you. You two been really close friends and you shared mostly everything with him. It was like he was your guardian angel.

You had your dairy in on you lap, the book that you wrote on random pieces of paper to add on since all the pages were full. It was an overstuffed book, been with you for 3 years....3 years of all the pain you had in your life. All the things you hide from everyone, even your mom. Sometimes you felt useless, alone, sad, and then even sometimes depressed, well mostly you found yourself depressed a lot of times..

But ever since you been with Cas you felt most successful. You even felt safer with Dean and Sam. All three boys helped you a lot. Now you were laying in bed reading over the few month recent things you added in your already stuff dairy, you find yourself laughing sometimes or even crying.

You miss your friends that you had to leave behind. But you knew you had to leave them behind for there own safety. Charlie (yes she's alive in this book bc I can't stand her died) was the only girl best friend you could really tell everything to. She was like a sister you never wanted, and it was great to have her around.

Then you hear the bunker door open. "Hello bïtches anyone awake?"

You hear Charlie scream waking up Dean and Sam, you chuckle slightly to yourself. Then the three of them start talking, words you can't make out since your still in your room. You stand up and place your ear on the door to hear better.

"Please.....just.....her.....together.......mall.....talking......"

It was Charlie's voice. You were guessing that Charlie wanted to take you to the mall so you started to get dress. Putting you black jeans and a white shirt, nothing fancy because, eh, shopping wasn't your favorite thing. It was only fun when you went with Charlie.

You start putting your hair in a high pony tail, and Charlie burst in your room. When she already sees you up she sighs. "Did I wake you up or something....."

You laugh. "No Charlie I've been up." She nods. "Okie well I guess you heard. We're going to the ,all to talk about some girl stuff!"

Charlie was older than you, but in public people always thought you were the older one, since Charlie would always fangirl with her toys that would make you laugh. "Alright Red let's go!"

Red was her nickname since she had red hair, Charlie was always fine with the name.

At mall

Once you and Charlie got to the mall she wanted to take you straight to buy some new clothes. You tried running around from her but she wouldn't let you leave her. After buying like a couple new outfits which took forever you and her went to eat something.

"So (y/n) any secrets?" Charlie said, that was a thing, everytime you and her went out you guys would always tell each other the new secrets you two had. "Eh, nothing big...."
Well that was a lye, something you wanted to tell Charlie was 'oh yeah I think I'm falling for my dads friend, Castiel.' Or 'I could of sworn something nice happen last night but I can't freaking remember what!'

You didn't tell her that. She sigh. "I want to hear some gossip! Are you sure...nothing happen..."

She said, giving you sad puppy eyes. You shrug, "Sorry Red not today...."

She sighs and look away from her, embarrassed to really her her your real secret. "I knew it! You are lying to me! Whenever you look away from me while I'm sighing your always lying!"

You blush a little from being caught, and hid your face in your hands. "I swear Charlie I have nothing!" "Ppplllleeeeaaaasssseeee (y/n)!!!!! Please tell me!!" Charlie said in her child voice. You two getting strange stares from people walking pass you two in the food court. "Fine.....IthinkI'mfallingforCastiel...."

You say super fast and then hide your face in your hands, waiting for Charlie's expression.

"Wait what!"

She finally says.....

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Hello again peeps! I'm hoping your liking this so far and I'm sorry. I know I haven't been posting much but I promise soon you'll get another chapter!
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