The youngest Winchester

Promise

You wake up, your head was hurting and everything was spinning. You were in a dark room, there wasn't a door in front of you so there had to be a door behind you. It was dark outside, and the only way you could of tell was from the only small window that was in the room, which was giving out some kind of light. That was the only light you were getting. You tried moving your hands, but they were tied together, by a thick rope that was too tight against your skin. You try moving your feet, but they were tied against the chair you were sitting on as well. Then you feel a great pain on your thighs, you look at them and they were bleeding. Your heart started beating faster, and you started to get nervous. You were bleeding very badly and you weren't sure if the boys would find you before you pass out. You weren't going to count of Cas to save you, you could do this on your own. 

You were a hunter, that's what hunters do. They count on themselves. Not on others, they only count on other people if those people could be trusted, but you didn't trust Cas right then. You couldn't even think of a way to contact Sam and Dean, which made you panicked even more. You didn't want help from any angels. Because Dean was right, angels are dick bags...

Even Castiel was...

You struggle against getting your hands free from the ropes, but then you hear the door open. You freeze and stay still, holding they wouldn't come any closer. You close your eyes and try to relax. But then you here foot steps coming closer to you. You feel hands untying the ropes that were holding your hands and feet, and then when they finally untie the ropes you kick them in the face. Standing up and getting your guard up. "Son of a bitch (y/n)!" It was Dean. "Oh my god. I'm so sorry Dean! I panicked!"

You say helping Dean get up, luckily he wasn't bleeding. "It's alright kiddo, but lets get out of here before Sam can't take any more of those black eyed freaks."

You start feeling light headed, and soon the room starts spinning fast. "(y/n)?"

You start to feel yourself falling, "Son of a bitch!" Was the finally thing you heard before you felt someone catching you, and it was probably Dean, since he was the only one in the room with you.

****

You wake up on a bed, it was your bed. You were in your room, in the bunker. The window that you broke was fixed again. And then you start to feel guilty. You suddenly sit up, but then feel pain on your legs, they were covered in bandages. The door opens and Sam wakes in, he looks more relieved as he sees that your up. "(y/n) are you alright?" He says as he sits at the edge of your bed. You suddenly hug him, crying lightly. He quickly wraps hims arms around you rubbing your back whispering soft things in your ear. "Shh...Shh...It's okay (y/n)...You're going to be okay. I got you....you're safe here"

He says as you hold him. You were feeling like a little kid. Hunters weren't supposed to feel weak, they were supposed to be strong.

But you could only be strong for so long...

"Cas he healed you. But then said that you've lost a lot of blood..."

By the way he spoke it seemed like he already knew what happened and why it did happened. You look down, staring at your hands. You didn't feel like talking right now, and Sam knew it. "i'll leave you alone for a bit, so you could rest. And I want you resting (y/n)" He says, the last part more meaningful. You nod your head a little, and he kisses your forehead, getting up. You didn't want him to leave, not yet. You still wanted him to hold you, you still wanted to feel like a little kid. Because you felt more normal...like if you had a normal life.

He leaves the room, shutting the lights off, and closes the door. You sigh a little and a run a hand through your hair. You couldn't believe it, you couldn't believe that you were stuck here again. You didn't want to be here, but then again you did want to be here. You just didn't want Cas to be here, but half of you knew that he was still here. You sigh and put the covers over you, and then you lay down and stare at the ceiling. You close your eyes and fall asleep, because that was the only thing you could do. 

Well for right now, until you fully heal.

****

You wake up, and feel stronger. You get up from the bed, but hold the bed post tightly for support. You hold the frame for a couple of minutes, before letting go. Bad idea...You fall to the floor and groan a little, that hurt. Like really bad.

Then you hear a flap of wings and feel arms helping you up, then you're staring into the same pair of blue eyes that half of you loved, but half of you were mad at them. You shove him away slightly but he holds you firmly. "(y/n) stop, you're still weak."

Cas says, his wings were still surrounding you, which made you want to smile slightly but you didn't. "I know my limits Cas" You say as you take his arms off you and sit back on your bed. You don't look at him, just stare at you hands, but you could still see parts of his wings. He sighs and goes on his knees so you could see his eyes, but then you quickly look away. "Leave me alone Castiel"

"(y/n) I'm sorry..." You swallow the lump in your throat, and try to blink away the tears that were starting to form in your eyes. "Then why didn't you tell me? Why did you do that in the first place..."

He sighs and looks down. "I-I don't know. I guess I wanted to know more about your powers, and the only person who knew was your mother..."

"So you knew she was alive then?" You say looking at him. "Somewhat I supposed." You sigh and lay on the bed, Cas gets up and sits next to you. "Are you mad at me?"

"Somewhat..." You say as he lays down next to you. You turn to stare at him, as he's looking at you. "I'm sorry" You look in his blue eyes, "Sometimes sorry isn't enough..." You say, it was sad to say that, but it was true. "I know..."

He says, and leans in to give you kiss. You kiss him back, just because you were mad at him didn't mean you didn't love him. You loved Cas, but sometime's he did make you mad. 

 "I promise I won't keep anything from you now..." He says looking at you, and you smile slightly. 

"And I promise I won't run away anymore." He smiles. And you stick out your pinky, he does the same and you two make a pinky promise. Then he kisses you slightly again, and you kiss him back.

Sure you were still mad at him, but you sure as hell loved him. 

"Can you stay with me?" You whisper to him.

"When your sleeping?" He says, and you nod your head snuggling in his chest. "Of course (y/n)."

You smile as you feel his arms wrap around you.