Try to Love me and I'll try to Save you// Tyler Joseph x reader

Dont take your life away from me.

Warning:Triggers in this chapter I think.

I rolled over ending up on a body. I looked up through an eye to see Josh looking back down at me with one eye. A grin broke out on my lips as he failed at winking at me with his one eye. Shaking my head at him I rolled back off and looked to Tyler, who had his back to us as he sat on the edge of the bed. "What are you doing?" I asked sleepily as I curled around him, seeing him on his phone.

"Nothing." He said sliding his phone into his butt pocket. What was he up too?

"Hey bean we have to go to the studio." Josh said.

I looked over at him to see him slipping into his shoes.Looking back to Tyler I sat up. "Ill wake up Derek." I said.

"Can I shower?" Tyler as standing up.

"Yeah, its right across the hall.." I said and he nodded walking out.

"And then there was-" I started

"Im going to call Debby." Josh said with a small smile and walked out.

"One." I sighed. What a good start to a day.

*Ding Ding*

I looked over seeing that Tyler's phone was on the bed. Guess it fell out?  I looked at it deciding either to be nosey or not. Of course curiosity won. I picked it up and unlocked it.One new message from: Jenna. Who's that? I bit my lip opening the message. 

Jenna: Cant wait xx I miss the shit out of you <3

I blinked, glancing at the other texts. I knew it was a lie. I mean we weren't-but.. I closed the phone and threw it back onto the bed before getting up and walking out of the room.  I pasted Josh and Derek in the main room."Hey sleepy- V?" I walked  out of the cabin, looking around. I decide down a path but before I could go anywhere I was being twirled around. I was met with Derek, Josh behind him.

"What's wrong? Where you going?" Derek breathed as he caught his breath from running after me.

"Nothing. I just need some air." I forced a smile." Stop worrying so much."

"Are you sure?" Josh asked.

"Yeah, Fine." I laughed. "Now go back inside."

"You better be fine." Derek pointed at me with a stern look before him and Josh walked back inside.

I turned on my heel and walked off. I don't know where I was walking I just was. I was so angry yet sad and I just wanted to make it all go away. I walked and walked till I ended up in a very familiar place. I bit my lip I knew I would regret this but at this moment I really believed it was a smart idea. I pulled my phone out and dialed a number as I turned the corner and came face to face with a motel inn. 

"Hello?" A gruff voice answered.

"Are you busy?" I asked.

"Blow it all already?" He asked.

"Come outside." I said walked towards his room.

"Why?" He asked as the door swong open and he stood there.

His eyes met mine and he bit his lip.

"Can I come in?" I asked.

"Of course babe." He said hanging up his room phone and walking into his room.

I walked in and closed the door looking over his room. Surprisingly clean. I walked over to the bed sitting on the edge and looked up at Kevin. He looked at me curiously. "What do you need babe?" He asked.