Try to Love me and I'll try to Save you// Tyler Joseph x reader

Ill try..

I suck I know, but I'm how you say a bit distracted right now so I haven't been able to finish this but I thought I'd upload what I had till I could finish it..

"Can you check her bandages, they are most likely soiled and when she wakes theres food in the microwave."

"Food!?" I jumped up getting a head rush.

"What?" Tyler looked at me confused.

"I heard food." I said watching him dispose of my old wraps.

"No one said food." He said with a laugh.

"I heard food damn it." I said glared at him, knowing he was trying to steal my food.

"Your brother said he left food in the microwave but that was like 15 minut-"

I didn't even let him finish before I flung myself towards the food. Fooood. Bad idea. MY foot got caught in my blanket and I face planted into my floor. "Owww." I whined as pain shot through my body, but that wasn't going to hold me back. I was going to get that damn food. I crawled to my feet running for the kitchen. I pulled open the microwave a huge grin on my face. "What!?" I glared at the empty space, patting around like maybe I just didn't see it.

"If you would have let me finish." I heard the food thief say behind me. "I already warmed it up for-"

"Gets yo hands off my grub mister!" I grabbed the food from his hands and skipped to the room happily, as I stuffed my mouth.

When Tyler got to the room, I was already sprawled out on the bed, eating away my hunger. He jumped onto the bed , laying next to me, he looked up at my ceiling. I glanced over at him, knowing I couldn't keep pretending nothing happened.

"Valentine.." He started.

"I don't want to talk about it.." I said, looking down at my food putting it on the floor at the lose of appetite.

"V-"

"Tyler I can't stand to look myself in the mirror, everyone I cared for left me when they found out something that happened.. I was alone I am alone. My brother can't stand being in this house so he goes on long trips. I have parent who sometimes turn to abuse because they hate me so much. My best friend and my crush toyed with me. Nothing has ever gone right." I said, "I hate this place. I don't even know how to love. And I don't want help I rather walk this world alone."

"I feel for you but when did you believe you were alone?" He looked at me. "I'm always here for you, no matter what.."

He looked away like he was thinking and I sat up,sitting on my knees as I looked down at the boy beside me. His eyes followed me as I moved.

Proping himself up on his forearm, he looked me in the eyes bitting his lip before saying three words I wasn't prepared to hear. "I love you." He searched my face for anything. "Ever since I met you I've been able to control my demons, You complete me."

"You're wrong." I shook my head in disbelief.

"I've never needed something as much as you." He said, a tid bit hurt.

"I-..no." I was in shock, I knew there was something but I thought it was all a game, just like with Percilla but better."..what?"

I looked at Tyler and before I knew it he was kissing me. Instinctively I kissed back. His lips parted from mine but he stayed centimeters away from my face. "I love you." He repeated.

"I don't- can't love." I said in a near whisper. "But I don't want to,Can't lose you."

"You can love you're just scared." He said quietly. "Don't be scared to fall, even if you're scared you'll fail."

"Tyler.. That thing I wanted to tell you. The other night." I said turning away from him.

"I told you you didn't have to tell me." He said sitting next to me.

"And I told you I should." I said, trying to find the courage to speak my past. "The reason why I freaked. Is because.. I was...raped..Kevin's the one who found me, I don't know why but I blamed him. Every time I face him I'm reminded by it and he doesn't help the situation at all And-" I didn't even notice the tears flowing down my cheeks till Tyler spoke again, pulling me into a tight hug.

"Don't relive the moment just to tell me. " he whispered, kissing the top of me head.

"I just need time to get there." I said quietly.

"We have a long time." He said. "The only difference between life and dying is one is tying, so that's all we're gonna do. So try to love me and I'll try to save you."

"Your so inspirational." I tried to joke.

He chuckled and pulled me closer. "Please don't ever do that again."

"I'll try.." I said quietly.