I pulled myself free of a sleeping Tylers arms, crawling over to the edge of my bed. He had diffed off to sleep awhile after our talk, we had just laid there in each others arms in a calming silence. I tugged on a sketch book I had under my bed, pulling it out. Freeing my lead pencil of the spiral spine, I flipped to a fresh page. Mindlessly making marking along the page, as I hummed quietly. Minutes passed before I grabbed my color pencils from under the bed and started coloring the little sketch in. I usually hated coloring my art in, I did better just shading, but occasionally I would try to paint or use markers. Painting takes to much patients for me and i have hardly enough markers but I had maybe to successful marker artworks. This was my first time trying with color pencils, I knew a few tricks because of a friend I knew in middle school.
A body moved beside me and I quickly covered my work with the small color pencil box, looking over at Tyler. He rolled over to me looking at the covered work before looking at me with a raised eyebrow.
"Hey sleepy." I flashed an eyes closed smile, engulfing him in a hug in an attempt to distract him.
He buried his head into my neck, murmuring his hey as he brought me even closer. "What time is it?"
"Uhm.." I started reaching into his pocket and checking his phone. "10 at night."
"Oh." He said quietly, playing with the stands of my hair. "Are you hungry?"
"Not really but yeah." I said biting my lip. "Why?"
"Im hungry." He groaned making me laugh.
"You can eat dork. I dont have to eat with you." I puled back a bit to look at him.
"I know. Its just weird, you know?" He shrugged. "I mean its your house and im pretty sure you dont even eat here."
"That is true.." I pursed my lips. "I guess we will just have to go out wont we? Can let you die of starvation."
He raised a brow at me. "And where would we go?"
"I dunno." I shrugged, "What do you feel like?"
"What do you feel like?" He asked a small smile forcing its way to his lips.
"I am not picking." I chuckled sitting up cross legged.
"Why not?" He laughed a slight smirk resting on his lips.
"You're the one whose hungry, you choose." I poked his stomach.
"Well you have to eat too. You haven't actually eaten today. Except the few bites of food earlier." He pointed out.
"Fine." I rolled my eyes. "Whats cheap..Dollar menu?"
"It doesn't have to be cheap." He smiled. "You like Panda?"
"Thats closed." I laughed, "Mc Donalds is the best bet."
"Mc Donalds it is." He stood u, picking up a black hoodie from the floor and putting it on.
I climbed from the bed realizing I had been in just my underwear this whole time. I mentally face palmed and quickly threw on some sweatpants. I looked back to Tyler just as he threw me over his shoulder and walking me through the house.
"Tyler, put me down!" I giggled, trying to get down.
"But I dont want to." I could almost hear the smirk in his voice as he carried me out of the house.
"Tyler I dont have my shoes or socks on." I pointed out.
"You dont need them." He said as he slid me into the passenger seat of his car.
He grinned down at me as he shut my door and walked around. I rolled my eyes a small smile falling onto my lips. He got in and backed the car out of its parking spot. I flipped the radio on trying to find something good but it was all around commercials.
"Here." Tyler grabbed a cord from the side of his door and plugged it in.
"Thanks." I said quietly, plugging my phone into the aux cord.
I played a random mix on my YouTube and set my phone down. Rolling my window down I looked out, with a small smile. I loved being out and about at night. Derek and I used to drive around just listening to music looking at houses in expensive neighborhoods talking of a better life. That was a long time ago though. I missed it. I dont know why I just really liked being in a car and the night just made it even better. No one was really out, the sky was beautiful, and air was just amazing.
Before I knew it we were in the drive thru lane and he turned to me asking what i wanted. He ordered and payed and we were back on the road. He looked over at me curiously. "Whats got you all happy?"
"What I cant be happy?" I chuckled, making him roll his eyes before I shrugged. "I just like, I dont know, driving around at night."
He nodded. "Can I show you something?"
"What?" I raised an eyebrow at him.
"Yes or no?" He asked with a laugh.
"Fine yes, but what is it?" I asked curious now.
"You'll see." He smiled.
I rolled my eyes and looked out my window sipping my drink. Time flew as I watched my surrounding. After a while I looked back at Tyler seeing that he was taking us pretty far. "Hey Ty?"
"Were almost there." He grinned. "Dont worry. You'll love it."
Why do I have a bad feeling? Oh god hes gonna kill me. Why else would he take me so far? I shook my head, Tyler wouldn't do that...Right? Oh god. I watched as the car pulled onto a small dirt road, a dark road, very dark.. And very secluded. Thats it im dead. Its over. Good bye cruel world ill miss you! The car came to a stop and he shut the car off getting out. Defiantly dead.
"Come on." Tyler smiled down at me as he opened my door for me.
"I uh, Dont have shoes.." I said scratching the back of my neck.
"Oh yeah." He chuckled picking me up and carrying me to the front of the car, sitting me on the hood.
He walked back to close my door and I looked around to see a beautiful scenery below. You could see all the lights of the city, the sky littered with stars. I looked back at Tyler my mouth falling open. He grinned as he walked back over to me. "Nice right?"
"Its fucking amazing." I blurted gazing back at the view. "How did you find this Tyler?"
"I like to climb." He said simply. "And hike."
I tried peeking over the cliff in front of us wide eyed. "You climbed that??"
"Maybe. Kinda.. Not really." He scratched the back of he neck.
I chuckled shooting him a grin before looking back at the view. He leaned against the car next to me in silence for a while, before I tugged on the sleeve of his hoodie. He looked over at me and I pulled him closer to me. He stood between my legs looking down at me as I played with his hoodie. I really wanted to be what he wanted me to be but I was scared. I looked up at him, before sliding my hand up his chest and to the back of his neck quickly and kissed him. He smiled into the kiss, a hand cupping my cheek as he deepened the kiss, the other pulling me closer by my hips. He broke the kiss for a second to look at me, his thumb rubbing my bottom lip slightly. "What was that for?"
"Uhm.." I looked down, a slight blush creeping to my cheeks. "I dont know."
He pulled my face to look up at him by my chin kissing me quickly before picking me up. "We should get back before its to late. "Y-yeah." My face was probably a tomato. Why was he making me feel like this. This didnt happen before.. he told me he loved me.
Okay I know its short but hey its something. I just wanted to update to show you that im back so yeah. I'm back bitches x3 okay bai now
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