I picked at my food not feeling up to eating anymore, as I kept awkwardly glancing up at Tyler. He smiled up at me,"Your not hungry?"
I shook my head and he nodded grabbing my plate. With a quick,"be right back" he left the room with the food, leaving me to myself.
I wrapped myself up in my own arms rubbing my bare arms feeling self conscious. I caught sight of his closet mirror and my eyes glued to it. I look ridiculous. He probably thinks I'm weird. I stood walking over to the mirror slowly, noticing my stomach I frowned. I'm getting fat...No I was always fat. I-Arms wrapped around me, surprising me. My eyes drafted to the figure in the mirror just in time to see Tyle'r kiss my neck quickly, before he dragged me to the bed.
"Lets watch some tv?" He asked as he laid back onto the bed,pulling my hand slightly to lay next to him.
"Okay.." I murmured crawling into the bed with him as he flipped on the tv with the remote.
I kneeled beside him watching as he searched through the many titles before turning on Netflix. I felt his hands fiddling with my hair as Netflix loaded up and looked over my shoulder at him.
"Lay down." He smiled as he twirled my hair between his fingers.
"I dont want to ruin the..ears." I said quietly, looking down as I bit my lip.
"Here." He chuckled lightly as he took the headband off my head ever so gently and laid them on the end table."Now come." He grinned motioning me closer.
I curled up to him, being careful not to tug on my tail. His arm wrapped around me, pulling me closer as he rubbed my arm. I nuzzles his chest and he continued to look for something to watch, feeling cute and in my headspace. A few minutes pass before he groans tossing his controller on the bed. "Nothing to watch"
I bit my lip, slipping on top of him I straddle him, my hand on his tummy. I was panicking on the inside but I wanted to do this. He looked up at me surprised, propping him self up with an arm and placing my stray hairs behind my ear. I crashed my lips to his and his hand slipped into my hair, pulling me deeper into the kiss. "I-I wanna try this." I breathed before saying confidently as I looked at him. "I want to be with you."
So I know it's been awhile and I'm not gonna promise I'm going to update more but I dunno I'm trying to now that schools out. Sorry it's short.
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Try to Love me and I'll try to Save you// Tyler Joseph x reader
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