What if I told you this is the story of how I died, would you keep reading to find out how my life crumbed in front of my eyes slowly or would you stop and pay your respects?Sixteen years old and thrown into a abuse relationship with my step brother....... Yeah not what you were expecting right? To be honest my death was slow and peaceful. Every damn day getting abused mentally and physically for his own sick pleasure, but I wont spoil all the details.
Growing up in a broken home is beautiful all sarcasm included. My mom is a walking goddess even model material but she decided to give birth to me and that was a mistake.. Her words not mine. There's not a day that goes by that she doesn't remind me what she could've had.
"You were a mistake! I was supposed to be on the cover of People! But your cheating ass father got me pregnant! Get the hell out!" my beautiful mother says as she grips the bottle of whiskey tighter.
"Mom all I needed you to do was sign my permission slip"
"No Zaleah! Go tell your step brother to make dinner"
You may ask, was your mother a alcoholic? To answer your question, yes she was and my dad was also a lawyer but i'll tell you about him later. I went to tell my step brother to make dinner. I walked down the hallway slowly being cautions. I heard a distant moan as I got closer to his room the moans grew louder more aggressive. I creaked his door open only to find him beating his dick to porn. He spotted me before I could sneak out of the room.
"Ah little sis come in I was just thinking of you''
''No Cameron, mom just wanted me to tell you to make dinner"
"Shh babygirl come in and sit down" I didn't move and he made his way towards me slowly. "I said sit down now!"
I walked slowly towards the end of his bed crossing my legs keeping my guard up I knew this innocent façade wouldn't stay up much longer
"Now.... how are u today my sweet sister? From the look of you in those pink little shorts make my dick hard. I told you to stop wearing those around me.... I think I'll have to punish you. Open your mouth"
I closed my mouth even tighter at the thought of him entering my mouth made me cringe I was only sixteen and have never done anything like it I was waiting for someone special for everything."I said open your fucking mouth" I didn't budge which only made him angrier. "Fine Zee I'll just do it myself" he took me over his shoulder I kicked and screamed he threw me on the bed in the process my head hit the head board making my vision become blurred and my body paralyzed.
I heard him unzip his pants and felt his thick tip at the edge of my mouth he pushed inside with no warning violating my mouth in every way possible.
His hips thruster harder and faster every thrust making his dick hit the back of my throat."God Zee! Your mouth is like heaven.... I-I'm going to cum" he stuttered every word as he came in my mouth. "Very good girl. You've just inspired me to make chicken for dinner so clean yourself up and get prepared for desert I think ill eat you" and with that he left the room. I felt dirty! Flashbacks of how he violated me flash in my head over and over again until I found the strength to get off his bed and wipe the cum off the corners of my mouth.
I ran to my room and shut the door quietly. Luckily my family was wealthy enough at the time to have such a beautiful home if we weren't I would've been sharing a room with my rapist at the moment.
I took a hot shower scrubbing my body hard enough to leave marks, washing out the dried blood in my hair from hitting my head, and brushing my teeth until they were white as the gates to heaven. Learning my lesson of wearing little shorts I threw on sweat pants.
Cameron was my step brother and a monster, He was only two years older than me.
He found it hard to find anyone as 'beautiful' as me. Bullshit! Cameron wasn't ugly in my opinion but him being a rapist made him ugly. My parents decided to adopt him when I was ten. My mother at the time wanted more children without having to go through birth again.
Of course as every ten year old I wasn't excited of getting a new brother, especially not an older one. I was used to being the only child. But he grown on me as soon as he got to our house. We used to be close like a brother and sister should be but the older he got the more monstrous he became.
Raping my mouth, making stand naked as he took pictures, even beating me sometimes. Nobody knew of his sick behavior. Everyone thought we were this picture perfect family. Not even close....
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In Too Deep
RomanceZaleah Anderson. Yup that's my name. This story has no happy ending regardless of the actions, this story is about how i die. Yup sucks right? Sixteen years old and thrown into a abuse relationship with my step brother....... Yeah not what you were...