My Boss

Chapter 13

-ROSS POV-

My head was spinning, the headache was driving me crazy. Somehow I felt guilty. Guilty for  treating Laura like a trash, like something, that I never in million years believe I was capable of.

I had the feeling that I lost her. I hated myself. But I didn't have a heart to lie to her anymore. I was never a man for relationship and she had to know that nothing would happen between us. The world knew me as the bad boy, a manwhore. I was never proud of that and I would do anything to go back in the past and change few things.

Change the way I lived, change my mistakes and live differently. I never wanted to get Laura in trouble, but for how long could I hide my emotions was the question that bother me.

I walked inside the apartment and locked the door behind. I made my way toward my room as untying my tie on the way. I opened the door of my bedroom and found Julie sitting on my bed.

I shook my head as throwing my tie on the armchair next to the door and looked back at her. Julie made her way toward me and wrapped her arms around my neck and I placed my on her hips.

"What are you doing here Julie?" I asked her and she placed soft kiss on my lips. "We had an agreement. Don't you remember?" she whispered against my lips and softly bite on my low lip.

I pulled away and gently pushed her away. I turned around and made my way to the armchair beside the door. I sat down and lay against back support. Julie watched my every move and as I sat down she made her way toward me.

I spread my legs and she sat in my lap facing me. She wrap her arms around my neck and pulled me closer to her. I wrap my arms around her waist again, holding her tight so she couldn't move.

"Julie I'm not in the mood" I harshly whispered and she chuckled, as moving her hips up and down, rubbing against my cock.

"I want you Rossy" I pushed her away and she groaned as getting up from my lap. "Okay, what the fuck is wrong with you?!"

She yelled and looked at me straight in the eyes for the first time since I knew her. I got up from the armchair and came face too face with her.

"I told you I'm not in the mood" I tried to keep my voice calm as possible as the anger took over me.

"You met again with that girlfriend of yours didn't you? Is she the reason you are acting this way" I grabbed her wrist and tight my hold around it. She gulped and yelped as closing her eyes and letting the tear to feel down.

"You have no rights to stick your nose in my private life. And you know for hell that I don't do dating and girlfriends, stick that in your stupid little head" I let go of her wrist and turn around reaching for the door handle when she put her hand over mine. I turned around and look at her. She looked down and back at me as pulling my hand toward her heart. She placed it there and looked at me straight in the eyes again.

"Do you hear this? I know that I don't mean anything to you just a good fuck buddy, but you mean a world to me and my heart is only beating for you" she whispered as still having tears from my hold early in her eyes.

I reached for each side of her face and crush her cheek together. I pulled her for a kiss and she kissed me back as wrapping her arms around my neck.