What are you to me?
What did you do to me?
Why I am like this
Missing you so much
That making me insane?
You are just an ordinary human being
But why I can't forget you
Even your smile that will surely will shine even the darkest place
Even your teases to me before that will make me mad so much
Even your stare that is like reading someone else story
Even your laugh that made me punched and cursed you before
And most of all your hug that day that still so fresh in my mind until now
Why I can't forget you?
Why I can't find someone else like you?
Did you do some witchcrafts to me?
That's why I'm missing you this so much to the point that I'm watching your life in pictures
I thought before I already forget you
But when I see you again my heart beats so fast
When someone telling on me about you
I want to close my ears using both of my hands
But your name always ringing on my ear like it was an alarm clock
When I am seeing one of your character, my smiles always fades away
When I am remembering our sweet moments before, I really don't know what to feel
If I will be mad on myself because I'm missing you so much
Or I will be happy because atleast we have some memories to look back on.
If someday you'll see this
I want you to know that I'm missing you so much
And I just want you to forget
To have someone who will proudly love me
And someone who can always show that he cares.
That's all
P.S. I love you. I miss you. Can I go to time machine and go back to the times where I'm with you and I will try my very best to fix the present?
