To the last guy who I will love someday
And whom I'll spend my lifetime with
I hope you're okay
So that I can still meet you someday
And will prove to everyone
That there's still a forever that existing
I don't know if I already met you
Or you're one of the guys that I've been ignored before
Or you're one of my many crushes nowadays
Whom I very love to be their fangirl
Or I already met you but we still don't have any feelings to each other
Or we still not meeting each other because our places are far from each other
I hope you're still single
I hope you're still alive
Or you have a reincarnation
I hope you're not so broken or your heart can still love and trust after all what you've been through
What's your job?
Are you an architect?
Engineer?
Businessman?
Or Korean star?
Any job of yours will be fine for me as long as it is legal and you're not harming yourself from that
Don't you have a job?
Do you want to apply with me?
Because until now I still don't have a job
It's kinda depressing but I can still manage
I'm a tough girl
I can still smile even if my life sucks so bad
Sorry if I'm always doing fangirling now
That's only one of the thing right now which can make me happy and feel loved for the meantime
I'm still NBSB right now
I really don't know what's wrong with me
But I think it's my snob and so conservative attitude before
How many kids do you want to have?
I want two or three
To help the government on so fast growing population nowadays
I only want that quantity to give them enough love and attention that they need
I also want that to give them fully the best that I can give
But I don't want them to be a spoiled brat
I want them to grow as a child knows how to value themselves and other people
Knows about happenning to their surroundings
And mostly knows how to fight for what is right and to admit that they did a mistake to someone
Are you handsome?
Chinito and mestizo?
Are you tall or you look like a dwarf?
Well I don't like small guys so probably you are tall
Because I am tall
I don't want a small guy
Because he will look like my little brother beside me
And that creeps me out
Because I will look like a freaking pedo
Do you already fall in love?
I hope they didn't hurt you
Because I want you to be happy as always but I think
We as human being can't avoid having feelings aside from being happy
If they didn't treated you right
Just find me easily so that
You'll find your happiness
Because I'm your happiness
And you'll be in peace
Because I'm your home
You will not be scared with me
You will feel so comfortable and contented with me
Do you love reading too?
Me? I love reading so much
Especially on Wattpad
The stories there can brought me to the other world
A place where I can escape for a while from harsh reality
A place where I can find my dreams someday
Do you love dancing?
I love to dance but I'm not a good dancer according to them
I hope you're good at dancing
So that you can be my Magic Mike someday
Or you can teach me your moves
Are you good at singing?
Because I am not
I'm just good on making people laugh and a little on drawing
I hope you are so that you can sing to me how much you love me
And you can be my comfort zone from this world full of hazard zone
Don't you have any talent?
It's okay boy as long as we love each other
Oh wait it's look like loving me is your talent
You're great
Based on what I have written above maybe you can already guess that I am a little hopeless romantic
I hope you don't find that disgusting
I hope you'll accept me for who I am and what will I become someday
I hope you'll still love me after knowing what I've done before
Because me I will do the same
I'm not hoping for an equal love
Because love isn't a mathematics
Which needs to be equal upon as always
As long as you love me the whole I am and you'll stay with me
That's fine with me
Are you a liberated
Or you are a conservative one?
Well I like a guy whose more on being conservative but a little bit liberated maybe
Because let's admit it being liberated will helps to have a child
And perhaps a happy sex life
Whatever you are between the two it will be fine with me as long as you can still give me a child
If you don't
I'm willing to adapt as long as you're my husband
I'm not a nagger too
As much as I can every people that I know I let them explain first
Then I will forgive them
Or I will punch him to death because he did a mistake
I'm not a nagger but more on a sadist or a killer
Just kidding about the killer
I'm just killer on the heart of guys
That's all
Mister whoever you are
I'm still hoping that you can still be with me someday
I don't want to die lonely
I want to die with you or on your arms
I want to make my dream wedding too with you as my handsome groom wearing a suit
While I am wearing a white or pink gown
While the place are a combination of white and pink
And while the guest are all in pink
I want to spend my life with you someday taking care of our kids who looks like us
I want to make love with you in a very romantic way while giggling sometimes because you're such a tease
And mostly I want that you are there with me while I am making my dreams as a married woman happy and contented contented
Do I look like so demanding?
Well I'm not
All of this are just my wishful thinking
If some of this will be true
I will be glad
But if some of this are not
It's okay
I will love you for who you are and not for what you have
Or what can you do
For short, I will love the whole you whatever or whoever you are
That's all
Even if it's so soon I really can't help myself but to be excited to finally meet you someday my last romeo
Inspired from Last Romeo of Infinite
