My Darkest Desires

Chapter 5: Broken

       I lay in bed starring at my ceiling for such a long time trying hard to sleep but the darkness and the howling of the wind didn't help, I began to think about the things that had happened to me. And in the end I realized that the one's with the answers were Sebastian and Alex, something about Sebastian seemed to throw me off, he caught me off guard even his actions made me anticipate every move he made. But it was more because of the dreams that I had these thoughts about Sebastian I had never dreamt something so lustful and surreal before. But it was clear that Sebastian and Alex were dangerous and they seemed to be masters of seduction, or at least that's what Alex made it seem like. Alex was dangerous he made everyone believe he had a female phobia...I don't even think that's even possible unless he's like Danny, it was ridiculous of me to think about these things now. Especially since I had morning practice tomorrow, but I can skip I have an excuse since I don't think my leg will heal soon. Just then I realized my leg and noticed that I felt no pain nothing at all, I lifted the covers and there was blood lots of blood. I grabbed my cell and dialed our butler Harrison, "Harrison! Hurry come to my room I need you to take me to the hospital!" he had sounded sleepy until I mentioned hospital. It was then that he woke up very alert, "I'll call for an ambulance I'll be right there young miss...oh dear! This is not good not good at all."
         Harrison didn't realize that he hadn't hung up, "oh young master Roman you startled me," I heard my uncle chuckle, "no Harrison you startled me, where are you going in such a rush? Does my brother in law need a glass of water?" I stood quiet to listen, "no its miss Irene...She said she needs to go to the hospital." My uncle yelled, "did that bastard lay a hand on her already!...I'm going to kill him!" I didn't know who uncle was talking about, "Young master Roman calm down...I'm not sure myself lets hurry and find out." I can't believe they were chit chatting while I'm laying here dying, but something about that conversation made me worry I didn't understand why or rather who my uncle Roman referring to. And without further notice my door busted open and my uncle stood at the entrance, but when he saw me it seemed like he was debating whether he should come in or go away. But he noticed the blood stained sheets and rushed to my side, "what happened are you alright?" I pulled away the covers, "how did that happen?" I suddenly realized the severity of my wound, and I realized that Alex should not be a doctor. "I fell earlier while I was distracted and I didn't feel like worrying anyone specially daddy so I asked Alex to bring me to my room." My uncle seemed jealous but didn't say anything he just looked away so I wouldn't notice, "miss Irene we must take you to the hospital you will need several stitches I'll ask them not to leave a scar as well or master will kill me." I didn't care so much for the scar than I did about cheerleader practice, coach Missy was going to kill me when she sees me walking into practice with a cast. "Ms. Irene can you walk?" I shook my head my leg was heavy and asleep, "I don't think so Alex carried me to my room earlier." My uncle cursed under his breathe, "I'll carry her down stairs while you go wake up my brother in law to tell him about this incident." And without waiting for my protest he had picked me up like I was nothing but air, and I realized how strong Roman was my heart skipped a beat.
Half an hour later we are at the hospital and since the ambulance took its sweet time Roman drove me to the emergency room. While Harrison stayed to wake up my father so you can say I was all alone trapped in a 20 min car ride with Roman, and trust me it wasn't fun at all especially once we got to the hospital, I sat on the bed while the doctor went to get a nurse.
       "Now Ms. Becker you will need several stitches today and blood transfusion," I covered my eyes I hated looking at the gash on my leg I guess from now on its better to avoid buying stilettos especially with the silver tip. "Don't worry its going to be alright your butler informed me that there should not be a scar so I will have to do a fine point stitching." He was a handsome doctor but the smile he gave me sent chills down my spine and it made me feel scared I couldn't trust him. But regardless he was the doctor, "so is it that bad?" I said trying to make conversation with him, "it could be if it gets infected lets hope it doesn't..." he continued to prep for the surgery while he cleaned the wound with disinfectant to prevent any bacteria from getting in. "I'm going to numb the surrounding area of the wound so be still and try not to kick me when you feel the sting..." I almost laughed but decided to hold it in, and sure enough I felt the needle piercing my skin and feeling my leg felt like it was on fire. "Good...you did a very good job Princess," he said as he got new gloves and sterilized some surgical tools and got the hook like needle which wasn't all that pretty to look. "I'm confident I won't leave a scar." He said as he began to close the slit on my leg or more of a gash, but before I could say anything my cell began to ring from inside my pocket. I hadn't realized I had tucked it in while I was bleeding to death. I was surprised to see the caller ID it had to be him at such a bad time, I wondered why he even called me at such a late hour. "Hello..." I waited for him to answer and I could hear him breathing, "hello...what do you want Daniel!?" there was some whimper sounds almost like he was holding in a cry. "I'm so sorry Irene...." it was all he said and he hung up, "are you alright?" The doctor said as he was washing up the wound and wrapping it up, I was that stunned I didn't noticed he had finished stitching up my wound. That call from Daniel shook me to the very core something felt wrong, but I wasn't prepared to live thru the nightmare that was to come.