15 Days
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✨d.h✨: hey I'm sorry I was so down in the dumps yesterday
✨d.h✨: I've been really sad lately for some reason
✨d.h✨: I wish I couldn't feel anything
✨d.h✨: I just want to feel numb, you know?
✨d.h✨: I wonder what it would be like if I just
✨d.h✨: didn't exist
✨d.h✨: but I don't necessarily want to die
✨d.h✨: I want to have never existed in the first place I think
✨d.h✨: I don't know
✨d.h✨: Phil?
💫Philly: I'm here
💫Philly: you shouldn't feel like that Dan, you're young, you have a lot to live for
💫Philly: I don't want you to feel like that
✨d.h✨: that's all I ever hear "you're young" and "you shouldn't feel this way" there's no age limit to depression an so hate it
✨d.h✨: Phil I think I wanna die
💫Philly: don't say that Daniel
✨d.h✨: why not?
✨d.h✨: I don't want to lie to you
💫Philly: don't say things like that because if you were to die it would be too hard for me to keep living
💫Philly: we may have only known each other for so long but Dan the thought of not having you to talk to makes me want to die
💫Philly: because you are one of the only happy things in my life right now
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KIK•Phan AU
Fanfiction"Hey PJ, how've you been?" "Who's PJ? • Bad grammar and such intended • Trigger Warning: depression, mentions of suicide ### -completed as of 3/1/16-
