My biggest fear come true
I screwed up enough to lose
You said I'd never be pushed out
Now I'm sinking like rain from a cloud
What happened to the promise of home?
Do you not see the loss in my heart?
I'm sorry my sadness got in the way
Of your family daily parade
Wish I could go home
I'm on the outside looking in
Wish I had one more night
Alone with my brotherly kin
But that's okay
I know I deserve this loss
What was it you said?
"You'd never screw up that bad"
I told you from the beginning
I'm not worth keeping
What happened to the promise of love?
Is it that easy to fill in my spot?
I'm sorry my mistakes ruined us
This family I used to trust
Wish I could go home
I'm on the outside looking in
Wish I had one more night
Alone with my brotherly kin
But that's okay
I know I deserve this loss
You get a happy ending
While I'm the villain in prison
I was misunderstood, yeah
But I see the need for you to be happy
Carry on, without me there
I hope old family treats you fair
And when the holidays run around
I hope you're in the clouds
Wish I could go home
I'm on the outside looking in
Wish I had one more night
Alone with my brotherly kin
But that's okay
I know I deserve this loss
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Collections of Poems&Songs Volume One
PoesieA collection of poems and song lyrics. All original. Some prompted through in-class assignments most of these were written from 13-16 years old during a time that I lived in my own mind. I wanted to live in a fantastical version of my reality to avo...
