You Belong with me 2 (starring you) ( mindless behavior )

Love with a Dream

After I was done eating. I remembered that I needed to talk to Roc. I put on my boots grabbed my keys and went to Roc dorm. I knocked on the door and Prod answered.

Prod : What up yn.

Yn : Is roc here I need to talk to him.

Prod : Yeah he's in his room.

Yn : Alright

I went to his room and knocked on the door.

Roc : It's open.

I opened the door and closed it behind me roc was laying on the bed watching tv.

Roc : Hey yn.

Yn : I wanna know why are you being so distant from me.

Roc : What you mean.

Yn : You know what I mean we rarely talk every day like we use to. And when we do its small talk. All I get from you is an hmm , yeah and ok and alright.

Roc : You barely come around as much.

Yn : You could of at least came in my dorm. And you barely ever touch me anymore or look at me like you use to. The only time when you do touch me its a quick small hug. And when you look at me its like I did something to hurt you. When the only thing I been doing was loving you. Do you even still love me.

I felt a hot tear coming done my face. Waiting for Roc to answer. I was on the verge of crying.

Roc : Baby I do love you its just a lot has been going on lately. I'm sorry that I made you question that. I will always love you.

He moves my hair out of my face and wiped my tear away and kissed me and hugged me. After that, we ended up making love but it just wasn't the same there was no spark. It went away.

I left Roc dorm and went home. I washed up and just drunk a bottle of water I wasn't in the mood to eat . So I just went to bed. And ended up having a dream.

* dream*

 Ray and I were at one of the games in the university baseball game walking around. Ray had his hand on my hips. We were. Talking then we ended up play fighting. He forced me against the wall and kissed me on my neck. Then we ended up in his bed. I felt his hard through his pants.

And woke up. In my bed, the dream felt so real. I looked at my phone it was 3:54 am. I still couldn't believe what just happened. It just felt so real. I went back to sleep before I had to wake up for my first course.