You Belong with me 2 (starring you) ( mindless behavior )

Complicated

Yn: He loves me a lot but you didn't. You never compliment me everyday or notice me then when we fuck it was lust no love. You didn't even tell me that you loved me everyday only once a week or so. So by that. I know that relationship won't ever get stitched back together. Its dead flat line. It can't be revived. Nothing.

I walked off and took the metro train to the hotel. I went to my room packed all my things I'm not staying here for the rest of this week. I brought me a plane ticket online. Since the plane was coming tomorrow. I closed my laptop as my phone began to rang. Face time .

Ray : Hey baby how is your trip so far.

Yn : Ok but I don't think of it as a trip. Cause I'm not relax.

Ray : Cause you gotta work.

Yn : Yup

Ray : Well try. Did you at least tour around there.

Yn : Yeah

Ray : How was it

Yn : It was all right.

Ray : Well try to have fun babe.

Yn : I'll try where's Roland.

Ray : Sleeping on our bed.

He turned his phone showing that Roland was sound a sleep.

Yn : Aww

Ray : Yeah he wanted to be in here with me.

Yn : Hows Rayonna

Ray : Finally you say her name right.

Yn : *lol* Stop feeling special

Ray : I'll try.

Yn : Still cocky.

Ray : What can I say I'm fine.

Yn : Mhm

Ray : Don't hate you know I'm fine.

Yn : You alright.

Ray : What ever you just jealous. Admit it

Yn : Jealous boy please your not fine your sexy.

Ray : Thanks babe but boys don't get this big.

Yn : Damn why so cocky today.

Ray : *lol* I'm just playing baby. Your beautiful.

Yn : Well I know.

Ray : Cocky much

Yn : No just beautiful.*lol*

Ray : Wow only you.

Yn : Well you know me.

Ray : I guess.

Yn : Let me stop

Ray : Please.

Yn : Rude

Ray : I'm just playing babe.

Yn : I know

Ray : I love you.

Yn : I love you to.

Well after we was done talking all night I took a shower. And got ready for my flight. In the morning I did my hygiene thing and went to the airport. I a board the plane and popped my ear buds in and went to sleep through the whole ride. After the plane ride I took a taxi and went to Michelle house we haven't talk in a while. I knocked on the door and Alice opened the door.

Alice : Hi Auntie Yn

Yn : Hey Alice is your mommy here.

Alice : Yeah

I walk in the house.

Yn : MICHELLE

She came in the living room

Michelle : Who is that calling me like they pay the bills.

Yn : Girl me

She ran and hugged me.

Michelle : Where have you been

Yn : Girl kids,work ,and problems can do something.

Michelle : Yeah but what you mean by problems.

Yn : Is Prod here.

Michelle : No he at the gym with Ray and Roland.

Yn : Ok let's go in your room.

We walked to her room and she closed the door behind me.

Michelle : What happen talk to your best friend Michelle.

Yn : Well this week I have a business trip that I'm suppose to be in D.C. Right now.

Michelle : Why you left.

Yn : I'm getting to that part. Well when I hoped on the private plane. The devil was on there with me.

Michelle : Who's the devil.

Yn : Roc

Michelle :Girl you better not had fucked him. Is you pregnant again? Cause then this is gone be some Jerry Springer divorce court shit.

Yn : No I didn't fuck him I kissed him and you watch to much day time TV.

Michelle : What you kissed him.

Yn : Well he kissed me first.

Michelle : Damn

Yn : And I really regret that I kissed him back. I'm so stupid

Michelle : But how was it was it a little kiss or a really long kiss.

Yn : Middle. I pushed him off me.

Michelle : Girl I can't help you with this shit.

Yn : Girl I can't even help myself really. I didn't know what to do.

Michelle : Just don't tell him.

Yn : No I got to there are no secrets between us. I have to tell him. I got to air out my dirty laundry. Even if its small. Cause it can get bigger.

Michelle : So what happened after the kiss.

Yn : Roc tried to convince me to go back to him

Michelle : Are you

Yn : Of course not girl. I'm married to Ray. I really love him a lot and it wouldn't be right to leave him for Roc cause he's in one of his. "Oh I miss Yn feelings." Then if I go back to Roc. I'm gonna get hurt and so is the people I love. Roland is gonna be hurt. Rayonna gonna get hurt and Ray is gonna be hurt the most.