I love you.
I hate you.
I need you.
Its been a long week full of surprizes.
I used to love surprizes. Not anymore.
It came unexpectedly wipeing people out as it came . Terrorizing the people.
My problems are : I can't remember when I do it. But I guess it always happens like that . One day they love me, then the next they hate me . They never need me. I need them a one sided relationship. Between. The monster and me . They hate surprizes like me. Like us. We can't help what we do. l can't help what I do. She can't help what she does. It takes you over and uses us. Not human. Not monster. Just a happy medium that no one can destroy. I destroy others because I can't destroy myself . Others destroy me with out punchs because they can't destroy me no matter how much I want thwm to .
I love my self
I hate my self
I need you
I destroy evrything
I destroyd my self .
Surprize
