You want to know what keeps me going.
What helps me see the light.
Future.
So to my future husband. Collage. Childeren grandchildern. Friends that stick around.
So you know your what got me there. Long life living till im 80. Dieing with my husband hand in hand like in old sad romantic ass movies.
I fantisize about things all day dream about anything. Somthing. Youtubers. Singers. Even things as stupid as finishing finals.
Starwars
Kylo ren
Guys
Tyler oakley
Snowboarding
Youtube
Finals
Finishing highschool
Summer
Justin beiber
1 direction
Writing
Love
All of this stuff. Any of this stuff.
Resently I havent updated and I guess thats good. But in ways I feel like im just bodling evrything up again And thats not good either. So in the next chapter ill explain for you. Whats suddendly erupted in my mind.
