Secret Desires.

Her Mistake.

I fucked up. All feelings aside, I really fucked up. This woman is about to have my child under these disgusting circumstances. It feels as if everything I've been doing is finally catching up to me. My mistakes are really getting the best of me...
I stood there for a while, in a state of shock and denial. I watched the tears flow from Olivia's eyes as she wept. It was all my fault, and I should've known better. Her tears were a lucid sign that she knew about my cheating, and that she would unfortunately be stuck with me for eternity. I couldn't do this to her, no matter how much I couldn't help myself. This was the woman I loved with all my heart, yet I broke her. "Baby, let me explain what happened." I said to her. I watched as her dreary eyes shifted upon my presence and showed a sense of regret. I sat beside her on the floor and prepared myself to explain my faults. "Olivia Renee Jefferson-Smith, you know as much as I do that I would never put you before anyone else, and that my love for you is real. What I did was beyond forgivable, but to lose your love would be something that would break me, man. I hate the shit that I've done to you and wish I wasn't so stupid to go behind your back, and fuck another bitch. You're all I need and I swear to God I'd do anything to make shit right." I openly expressed my love for this woman, which was something I didn't frequently do. Her facial expression portrayed that my words didn't move her not one bit. At the end of the day, she was betrayed and heartbroken. What I said right now wouldn't matter to her because the damage was already done. "Drew, not only did you cheat on me with some other bitch, but that other bitch happened to be my best friend! Out of all the hot pussies in this world, you chose hers which really shows how much you care about me. This is someone I cry to when YOU out doing wrong, yet she the one you fucking! This shit is making my head hurt I just want to kill you right now Drew!!" Olivia said as she quickly got up from the bathroom floor and scurried to the bedroom.
Olivia grabbed her suitcase and threw any clothing item in her sight into it. "Where the fuck you think you going Liv?" I asked her as I watched her pack her clothes. "Away from your dirty dick ass! Stay out of my way" Olivia pushed me to the side and continued to do what she did. I had enough of this shit for the night man. I mean, how did she even find out? I know Ava would never snitch because she'd lose my good dick and company, so what or who really revealed the secret? I had all three phones with me tonight- my business phone, my personal phone, and my phone strictly for Ava's needy ass. I never took pictures with the broad, shit I never even took her out in public without Olivia by my side. I needed to know everything that led up to this situation so I could take some proper steps to fixing it.
"How did you even find this shit out? I swear I was gonna tell you eventually" I said to her. "Don't give me that eventually bullshit Drew! As long as you would never get caught, I would have never known. A gut feeling told me to follow your ass tonight, so I did. When I pulled up in front of Ava's house, seeing you with that nasty ass Chinese food and box of condoms in your hand, I knew right then I married a lying bitch." Damn. Olivia went Cheaters on my ass and caught me redhanded. How was I going to get myself out of this one? I slowly walked up on Olivia and tightly grabbed her hips. "I love you... Let me make this up to you." I slowly leaned in to give her a passionate kiss only to be rejected. "Drew, you may have lots of secrets but I have some as well. We really need to talk." Her attitude went from infuriated to a strange seriousness. Now I should be the worried one.
Olivia was a woman of honesty, so for her to be keeping secrets from me was rather odd. It felt as if my heart had dropped into my stomach and my body had turned into stone. "Alright, lets talk baby."