emotions

for the love of god don't let me fall again

Of course, it will be a long time before I can say or think that I'm in love with someone again.
Other than you.
But, I have found someone who appeals to me.
Someone who has started to stain my heart.
Take over the aches in my bones and the anticipation of a boring class.
And every day I hope to the universe that we will never be moved to different seats.
You give "light" to a very dimly lit classroom, and a very dimly lit life.
You make me understand why I need to know math equations like the back of my hands.
Because if I want to understand you I must understand a quadratic formula, I must understand a square root and everything that is involved with finding the slope.
I try, for you. You're a beginning, I can feel it...
A significant figure in my mathematical equation, a number followed by "x" because you are incredible more and more with every passing day....you are "I" because my feelings need to be imaginary...they need to be non-existent..and a maybe and a what if...
But for the love of God..
Don't let me fall again.
No.
Don't let me fall again.