IN LOVE WITH A VAMPIRE ( JADINE FANFIC )

XXIII

HURT

Jin's P.O.V.

I hate myself...
After the encounter with Avie kanina it makes me feel bad,
I went home na parang wala sa sarili, bumalik sa isip ko ang mukha ni Avie and it made me hate myself more...
"Sh*t" I murmured.
Hindi ko na namalayan na halos lukot na ang picture na hawak ko, nahulog ni Avie kanina.
Sa sobrang pag-iisip ko hindi ko na namalayan na kinakausap pala ako ni mom.
"Hey, son are you ok?" Mom ask
I just look at her, then tumango ako.
"Midnight?" Mom
I hug my mom, then tears started to fall from my eyes.
"Mom, she knows about, Savannah" I said in between sobs.
"Sshh, did you explain to her?"She said
Umiling ako.
"Then, talk to her" mom
"She doesn't want to talk to me"I said
"Sa ngayon, you have to wait na mawala ang galit ni Avie,then talk to her" my mom
Tumango ako.
"You have to get rest now" mom
Tumango ulit ako saka ako pumasok sa room ko at parang pagod na pagod na nahiga sa kama ko.
Again bumalik sa isip ko ang mukha ni Avie...
Ahhh, I hate myself more...
Tumulo ulit ang luha ko, I love Avie very much...
Mahal ko si Savannah but that was before, Avie is what I have now, she's all that matters to me.

Nakatulugan ko na ang pag-iisip sa nangyari kanina,
Then I woke up nasa harap ko na si Avie, and she's crying
"Jin, I'm sorry" she said
"Avie?" I said
"We need to end this, ayoko na" she said
"Babe please don't, I love you" I said
"I'm sorry Jin, ayoko na, masyado na akong nasasaktan" she said
"Babe, please don't leave me, hindi ko kaya" I said
"I'm sorry" she said, then umalis na siya, pilit ko siyang hinabol pero nakalayo na siya.
Naiwan akong umiiyak...
Then I heard my mom's voice
"Midnight" she said
"Mom" ako
Then everything went black
"Midnight, wake up" again I heard my mom's voice,
Unti-unti kong iminulat ang mga mata ko, there I saw my mom with ate Maddie.
"Midnight are you okay?" Ate Maddie.
I hug my mom and started to cry,
"Mom si Avie, she broke up with me" i said
"That was just a dream son" she said.pero nagulat ako sa sinabi ni mom, nilibot ko ang mga mata ko sa paligid, nalaman ko na. Nasa loob ako ng sarili kong silid, then I realized tama si mom,that was just a dream, dream na parang totoo. Dream na ayokong maulit.
"Mom I need to call Avie"'i said, sabay punas ng mga luha ko gamit ang likod ng kamay ko, inabot ko ang phone ko saka ko tinawagan si Avie.
Nakailang ring bago niya sinagot,
"Hello" she said sa Paos na boses halatang umiyak siya.
"Babe, I'm so sorry na naglihim ako, now I'm ready to tell you everything" I said
"Babe, I'm sorry hindi kita binigyan ng pagkakataon na makapagpaliwanag" she said in between sobs
"Sshh, babe stop crying" I said
"I'm really sorry, I'm ready to listen now" she said
"Pupuntahan kita buk...." Hindi ko na natapos ang sasabihin ko cause she cut me off.
"Nandito ako ngayon sa labas ng bahay nyo" she said,nagmamadali akong tumayo sa kama ko at agad na tumakbo palabas ng room ko papunta sa labas ng bahay.
Habang hawak ko pa rin ang phone ko.
"Babe wag kang aalis diyan, Palabas na ako"I said.
Palabas na ako ng gate at nakita ko si Avie palabas na ng kotse,I stop ng makita ko siya.
I just look at her, I want to memorize her features.
Then she run towards me and she hug me tight.
"I'm sorry babe" she said
"Stop.saying that you're sorry, wala kang kasalanan" I said habang nakayakap sa kanya
"I love you so much Jin"she said,
Ang sarap Pakinggan.
"I love you too babe" I said
Then I kissed her on the lips
"Lets get inside, I have a lot of things to explain" I said smiling
Tumango siya,then Inalalayan ko siya papasok sa bahay namin kung saan naghihintay sina mom and ate Maddie na nakangiti, I know masaya sila for us.
Sa living room I tell Avie everything about Savannah.
My wife na namatay because of me, that I love Savannah not until I found her, my new love.
Even my mom tell her about Savie.

"Babe?" I said
Nakita ko kasi na natahimik siya.
"I was thinking about her" she said
"What about her?"I asked
We're talking about Savannah
"I want to promise to HER, that I will take care of you, na hindi siya dapat mag alala sayo" she said
"That was so sweet babe" I said nakangiti
"Gusto ko lang na mapanatag si Savannah kung saan man siya naroon na aalagaan ko at mamahalin ang taong naiwan niya at ikaw yon" she said
"babe, i know Savie was happy for us,kasi alam niya mahal natin ang isat isa" I said.
I hug her and kissed her on her forehead..
"kumain na muna kayo" mom said
"oo nga, I'm sure gutom na si Avie"ate Maddie
"Let's eat?"I asked her
She just smile,Inalalayan ko siya patayo then sabay na kami pumunta sa dinning table para kumain.
I just realized na tama nga sila minsan kabaliktaran ang nangyayari sa panaginip. I'm so happy right at this moment, kasi nagkaayos na kami ni Avie, and she knows about Savannah, it was a relief na alam na ni Avie ang tungkol kay Savannah, one more thing...
Sana pagnalaman ni Avie ang tungkol sa akin mahalin pa rin niya ako..I just wish...I need to find the right time to tell her everything about me...for now i want to cherish this moment with her...the moment na masaya kami with each other.
SANA WE WILL STAY THIS WAY FOREVER, SANA GANITO KAMI KA SAYA PALAGI, NA SANA WE WILL STAY IN LOVE, WHATEVER HAPPENS...