Family Affairs. A Luke Hemming's fanfic

{ Chapter 29~ Is this true?}

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I had been laying in bed for almost 4 hours and everybody in the house is asleep expect for me. I slid out of bed, wearing my usual white crop top and black sleeping shorts, I walked in to the kitchen and grab a glass of water when I hear a small tap on the window, I spin and look out the sliding doors to see it pouring down. I walk over to the door hesitantly and look out the peep hole to see a drenched Luke sitting on my door step, I was quick to unlock the locks  and open the door.

"Luke! What are you doing"

He looked up at me, his baby blue eyes looking dull and his body tense.

"I'm so so sorry"

His head drops down and i frown, it's 2 in the morning.

"I fucked up. I fucked us up even though you were the best thing I had, the only thing stable in my life at that time. I never loved Arzaylea, I never will.....I broke up with her and kicked her out. She was just a distraction, I didn't want to feel alone, I didn't want to think about you because that caused my heart to clench! It was like I would never love again, like my heart was being ripped out, but I was the one to cause it"

A single tear slipped down my cheek as my eyes were trained on him and him only.

"I started to drink, I pushed the boys away and there was a period of time when the band was close to breaking up....Calum hated me, Ashton was disappointed and Michael wouldn't even look at me. You were one of us, you supported everybody and helped them get over silly shit. That night you left? I sat on the top of the hotel contemplating if I should jump"

I covered my mouth and stopping a sob as my breath got caught in my throat.

"I'm not telling you this to make you feel bad. I'm telling you because I want you to know I love you. I love both you and Melody. I hate the way I hurt you both, I know we aren't getting back together but can I at least have you forgiveness?"

Finally his blue eyes locked with mine, they held hope. Hope that I'd say yes, that he had my forgiveness....when in reality? I never stopped loving him. He signed and went to walk away, he was walking down the steps and was starting to walk in the rain when I regained my senses, I started to move, I ran after to him.

"LUKE!"

He spun around and shock flashed through his face, I jumped in to his arms and smashed my lips on to his. It was like a movie, kissing the one you love in the rain. We pulled away, I leaned my forehead to his as he had a stupid grin.

"I never stopped loving you, I never will. Just promise me you won't do it again. This could possibly break me and I need to be strong for Melody"

With one hand holding me his other went under my chin making me look at him.

"If I fuck up again.....then I won't ever forgive myself. I want you and only you"

I smiled and kissed him again. I don't know how long we stayed out in the rain but when we finally started to walk back home someone was awake now that the lights are on. We walked in, hand in hand and were crowded by smiling faces.

"Finally!"

Aimee breaths out as if it actually made her angry, we all hugged before I lead Luke up to my room and gave him some of Waitangirua's things so he could have a shower.

"I'm going to go to bed"

He nodded and pecked me before walking in to my bathroom and closing the door. I changed in to a pair of shorts and a over sized hoodie before getting in to bed and turning my lamp off, Kaelin had said she heard me yelling as did everyone else, they all rushed to the door and when they got there they saw us kissing, my cheeks went a tinge red and everybody laughed. The bathroom door opened and out walked Luke in a pair of Wai's sweatpants and  no shirt. He climbed in behind me and switched that side lamp off before moving closer to me and wrapping his arm around me.

"I have something to tell you"

My muscles tensed, I had just got him back? Is he seriously going to ruin this?

"Its not bad babe"

I relaxed and moved closer to him, turning on my side so i was facing him.

"My mum hit Arzaylea when she heard what she said about Melody and then yelled at me for being such a idiot. My mum loves you more then me"

I chuckled, remembering all the time I spent with Liz while we were on tour, we'd go shopping, out for lunch. She was like the mother I never had and I was grateful for meeting her.

"Your mums amazing Luke"

He chuckled and kissed my cheek, he stared at my face for a few moments before he pecked my lips.

"I love you Ararangi"

"I love you too Luke"

My door creaked open, it was around 4 in the morning so I had a good idea who it was.

"Mummy?"

"Mmm?"

Melody walked in clutching her teddy bear and walked over to my side of the bed and climbed up before almost screaming while seeing Luke.

"Daddy?"

Luke smiled as he pulled Melody down and laid her between us.

"Are you staying with us now?"

"For as long as I can baby, but I'll have to go on tour sometimes"

She nodded and cuddled in to his chest, Luke reached over pulling my closer and leaning over her to place a passionate kiss to my lips.

"Goodnight my girls"

"Night daddy"

"Goodnight Luke"

I smiled to myself....I have the love of my life back, I've built a career for myself, a wonderful house, amazing family, perfect daughter and now the perfect man.