Ciel's Diary~ Ciel x Alois

Chapter 8

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HOLY CRAP ITS BEEN SO LONG IM SO SORRY I SWEAR I AM SO MUCH TO DO.
TBH I've kind of lost interest in writing this.. But I'm going to do it for you guys because you are my people <3
SO LETS GET TOO THIS.
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"Alois.. Babe.."
After a long glance at his arms I look up when I hear a little whine and see that he's on the verge of bursting into tears. But I was too late to think. Next thing I know Alois pulls away and throws himself onto the ground off the bed.
I think fast..
Comfort him.
I get off the bed and gently place my hand on his shoulder coming beside him to seize his hight.
I can't help but tear up at the sound of Alois long sorrowing sobs.
"Alois babe just please.."
We are both on the floor in an awkward position when I grab his hands gently and hold them in the space between our chests.
"Ci-ciel-"
I pull Alois into a kiss without resisting.
We fall to the floor.
I'm lost in this kiss.
I can't..
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It didn't take long for me to realize I had passed out with Alois amount the wet carpet... Except...
I realised.

Alois was gone.
I got up fast and awkwardly as I looked around the room. I know this room top to bottom and I see no figure in it. However I notice a white note on my bed sitting just so on my pillow.

Ciel,
It is with sadness and sorrow that I had to do this. Thank you for being my true love and being there for me. When I saw you that first day I couldn't help but getting lost in your beauty. I want you to know that you are mine and you can't stop me from that. That is... Until now. You won't see me again, I will be at the old chiseled bridge at midnight if you wish to see me for you last time. I'm sorry Ciel. I love you with my body heart and soul to death.
~Alois

I couldn't believe this.....

WAS ALOIS GOING TO SUICIDE?

to be continued....
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Alright I should get to bed! I'll post another chapter tomorrow might or not long from now! （≧∇≦）