Ciel's Diary~ Ciel x Alois

Chapter 4

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Omg OVER 100 reads! :'o
Idek what to say. Also I'm back from my trip, I'm sorry if this chapter is a little confusing but don't worry, it gets interesting ;)
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Dear diary,
Yesterday I went over to a ball at the Trancys. I challenged him to a duel. I won obviously. And now Alois is dead. I finally got my revenge. I'm so relieved, but now I only have to wait for Sebastian to tell me the contract is full-filled. Until then I will continue my normal duties, for I don't want anyone to get suspicious.
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I do my usual routine and put my book on my side table. It may have been my last day writing in it. Sebastian then walks in right on time.
"Good morning, my lord" Sebastian greets. I poke my chin up facing him. "Indeed I suppose it is a good morning." I was expecting at least a pity chuckle out of him. Nothing. Just the bland bland face of a demon in disguise. I look down pondering about the horrible thought of death. "Do not be frightened my lord" Sebastian comforts while finishing up tying the curtains. "Shut up." I say in a cool voice. My hands are cold. I tuck them in my sleeve in attempt to warm them. I feel them shaking. Shivering. "Alois." I say out of the blue. Wait! What the fuck, ALOIS?!?!?!

Sebastian looks over his shoulder facing me, his expression sliding to a glare. "Pardem master? Are you feeling guilty of murder?" Sebastian asks in a slightly annoyed tone. "Sorry." I say to quickly end this conversation. Am I guilty??? Ive never murdered anyone before... I hadn't realized my first one would be so.....

My thought is cut off when I flashback to Alois crying on the floor saying "No please! Please. Were not much different, we actually... The same" and his so on last words. I remember the day we kissed, it was so... Nice. I acted as if I hated it but. I'm starting to have second thoughts now. But this is no time to get emotional. Not in front of Sebastian at least.
"Master, come."
~*At the demon island place*~
Sebastian carries me out of the boat, and we began walking, him carrying me bridal style. I don't quite care that I look like I'm 4, for nobody will see this.

After not long of walking I see a bench silhouette appear through the thick grey fog. But there is another shape in the bench silhouette. It is skinny, small, the colors begin to appear... its Aloi-

I let out a small Yelp when Sebastian almost drops me. "Watch it you asshole!" I glare. I escort myself out of his arms and shoving him off to the side. I walk over to alois so I can get a clear image of his expression. I hear him chuckling. "What the hell Alois?"

"Oh you must think I'm weak, huh Phantomhive?" He hisses. I eye the bandages wrapped around the place of his stab. "I knew you would come here, after your wish was granted, after you've said goodbye to your loved ones... But now you are here and so am I, and I am not dead" Alois smiles greatly. A fake smile that is. "And you wouldn't think I'd come alone would you?" He glares with a smirk. Claude stands up from behind his small frame. "Claude... Go to the other side of this island until further notice." Alois says glaring at me. What kind of sick game is he trying to create? "Sebastian" I nod at him and he leaves with Claude. Whatever game this is I'm ashamed that I have gave into it. Alois chuckles and then it forms a huge laugh. I pity him. His laugh is so fake and he must be dying inside.
"Kiss me" Alois says.
What the fuck.
"What?" Is all I could say. Alois motions the bench telling me to sit beside him.
"you know I'm not going to last my longer." He says sadly staring down at the ground. He has my attention. "And if I'm not going to last much longer.... Neither will you." this was sadly true. If he dies, I die with him. In better explaining once he dies, Sebastian gets to eat my soul resulting in death of course.
"I don't want to die without a REAL kiss." Alois says quite depressed. my heart literally feels like breaking. I feel tears form in my eyes but I do not let them fall. I sit on the bench with him. It is cold stone, chipped. I don't know what to do, how to start, how to end. Last time we kissed I pulled away and freaked out. Wait if we kiss does that mean I'm gay-
Alois dives his face Into mine and our mouths collide. He has soft silky lips.
Then it turned into a open mouth kiss blah blah blah, tongues dancing, yada yada yada, exploring the warm moist jncasmcqomxsxm
(I'm such a great writer)
Alois POV:
I feel alive. I haven't been this happy in weeks, months even. When we pull away and Ciel open his eyes I see a mad pink blush across his face. I smile. And he smiles back.
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I think this was the shortest chapter so far. Yeah I'm sorry about that I haven't had much time to work on this apart from today. The last few days I was going to party's and have been pretty busy. But we're heading back in about an hour and then I will be able to publish this! But the car ride is about six hours, ughhhh, well I guess I'll see you guys then. Until then,
-Rainy
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