Ciel's Diary~ Ciel x Alois

Chapter 9

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I'm at school right now, so don't expect the greatest of punctuation... THIS IS GOING TO BE HEARTBREAKING TO WRITE AHHHHH
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11:47 PM.
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I reach the bridge out of breath. I ran so fast I can hardly breathe. Me and Sebastian looked around everywhere for Alois. We checked his manor, his favourite restourants and places in the town, we even asked Claude. Claude told us that Alois had ordered not to speak a different off of where he is. He knew.
"HE DAMN WELL KNEW!" I scream with the last of my breathes. Tears forming in my eyes. I drop my head and fall to my knees in the dark grass. The bridge is located on the outskirts of town by a small stream. I sob loudly.
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Alois....
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Your gone now Alois. I'm sorry. I love you so much. I can still feel your kitten soft blonde hair, and your smooth pale skin beneath me. It's like when you find a lost cat and you can't just leave it there. You go over and pick it up. As you walk home oh realize how madly in love with it you were. Alois was that cat. So why if it run away? I rescued him. Or so I thought.
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A loud scream comes barracking down. It's Alois. I jerk up and look around. I see Alois. More beautiful than ever. He wears a white suit with black tie, his arms spread like an angel, he stands on the bridge looking up as if to be brought to heaven. His hair swaying in the night wind. I break from my loving stare and realise reality is right now. I throw myself up and run fast and awkwardly up the bridge. I hear no words or cries from him as I run to him. It's like he's already dead, but he can't be. I can still see him. I trip over my through a and smach my knees right at the top of the bridge and my head falls limp. I look up from my awkward baby position. He's gone. He was right on the ledge a second ago. But now he's gone. I look over full of tears and my vision blurry.  Through my blurry vision I see a figure....

Goodbye kitten.

To be continued...