Salty tear drops
Cascade my face
Shutting my eyes
Rocking back and forth
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I don't why i feel like this
My lips are mute i never spoke
Just been on the floor in dark
Holding myself very tight
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Soft music fills the air
Not even my heart is heard
Just the music and my cries
Never shared with my feelings
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Now its coming like a thunderstorm
And at this point it's very strong
As i may push a few people away
Inside i want to stay by my side now
Im to weak to face the storm alone
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My eyes cried way to much
Stains of red upon my skin
Tiredness in these brown eyes
Why can't something just go right
Its not fair to feel like this at all
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Just tell me its alright please say it
Even if you don't mean it at all now
I just need some type of hope in this
That whatever happens you won't go
Ill wipe my tears for you right away
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My body is beyond weak
And my soul seen to much
Part of me does not care at all
She trapped inside of me
But am scared to let her out
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My life ain't pretty at all
Tears and pains that's it
My heart shattered so much
Bottled feeling in my mind
Because am hard to open it
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Sometimes i feel so stupid
Wishing i could change myself
I never thought if i loved myself
Maybe i should a nice shiny on my skin Am pretty sure it wouldn't matter
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A few scratches and cuts
Soon to be a memory scar
I can feel the blood on my arm
But its ok right its i need the pain
Yet after my fingers shake a lot
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I closed the bathroom door locked
Turn off the lights and just sit back
Shaking my head letting it leak out
Taking deep breaths from within me
Suddenly afraid of what I just did
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Sometimes it gets a little scary
Like i feel I'm having a panic attack
Just don't know to even do at all now
So i rock back and forth quickly now
As i still watchthe blood pour on out
