It spilled fast
Out my skin
As i sliced it
My heart beating
Palms was sweaty
All i saw was
The bright red
Knift had blood
I needed this bad
To feel numb
As emotions escape
Deep in my soul
It was addicting
I did it again
Not even caring
It felt good
A little to good
But i knew
Scars would mark
Of the pain i did
It didn't worry me
Rocking back and forth
Tightly held on the knight
As blood splatters the floor
The night was long and lonely
