For it
I did hurt
Hidden tears
Temporary smiles
Empty joyness
Complete stillness
It guided me
Its thick voice
Venomous words
Pulled me closer
Dragging me in
In the dark side
Couldn't resist
My heart crumble
Red to black
Shattered pieces
No emotions here
Is this even normal
They said it is
As they wanted me
In a dark place alone
Where I would fall
And not feel such pain
There was many
Of them I knew
Multiple shadows
Along with the
Many monsters kept
That were locked up
In my darkest mind
I was so nonexistent
Made to believe
Am already dead
Under the ground
They didn't like me
Yet I obeyed them
A knift in my hand
My heart stopped
They said do it do it
My hands were shaking
As it hit my skin
On the surface
And blood released
I question what
I just did
The blood pours
Silent tears
Their loud claps
Am I still here
I feel dead
The shadows circle
Around me slowly
Waiting for my soul
If I died
What would happen
To the monsters
Would they feast
Upon my lovely soul
Keep me alive
Laugh at my pain
Assist me
With the blood
Don't fear the knift
For it is your friend
In the dark I see them
Their wide grins
Bloody mouths
No eyes at all
Just a black sockets
Glaring at me
Waiting for me
To plunge it
Deeper than before
Ignore the tears
It does not hurt
Your just lost
Probably just unwanted
Each drop of blood
Brings you closer
To death
Don't run
Nor hide
Hold the knift
Trust us only
Sorry for pain
Are you addicted yet
I like the blood
When it comes out
Your face gets pale
Still I look away
Not in the mirror
I shut my eyes
Your face is here
Almost forgot
How to open my eyes
I watch you
Glide it across
My skin in swift
Rough manners
Trembling at your touch
You whisper in my ear
To be still
Not afraid
Embrace you
Invite you in
