I fell in a pool of blood
As i dropped to my weak knees
The knife just inches away from me
My faint cries filled the room up
And my tear drops coming heavy
The room closing in on me slowly
I picked up the steel of the knife
Kissing its blade with my cold lips
A strong feeling of a drug come in
Everything around me was twirling
And my eye sight seemed to fuzzy
I pressed the blade to my skin
And all I saw was bright red blood
Carefully i removed it slowly see
I wanted to feel the pain every bit
I screamed on the cold hard floor
My stitches i took apart ripped out
I didn't even care no damn more
Felt all alone no one could save me
I was my own worse enemy now
Fought myself day and also night
Cutting myself for each tear down
My hands shook uncontrollably to
While the blood surrounded me
I locked the doors no one can get
To me they just heard my cries
Saw blood from under the doors
Dead when they come in to help
My small body lifeless just limp
Yet somehow I heard them crying
But i thought this was for the best
As they gave me mouth to mouth
I felt tears falling on my pale face
Then i felt my heart beat again to
So am not dead I'm still alive then
As they watched my eyes open up
And i wanted the knife once again
